Its been days since I've heard from him ...I've become more and more depressed and sick .
Why was I like this?
Its just like there is an evil entity inside me that wants him , and its scaring me
The things he does flatter me even though he is a sicko and I'm a sicko too knowing that I miss him ...
There's no doubt the readers on Author-nim's book is going to judge me ... And its making me scared .
Why can't anyone understand my situation ?
If I explained it , no one will get it until they experience it yourself ?
I've been fidgety , very fidgety and my eyes keep jumping to different sounds and objects in the room .
I went out for sometime with the guys and I came back just a few moments ago , I laughed a lot and had fun but there is this irritating black hole in my heart.
Its irritable , annoying and I want to rip it out.
I swore I saw him a few times .
But maybe it was just my mind playing dirty tricks with me , I heard my phone buzzing but I ignored it
I closed the curtains and the room became dark , I wasn't enjoying being outside so much like I use to now.
I'm so frustrated that its because of him..
I grind my teeth in anger and pull at my hair , I need to calm down
The irritating nip at my head was like an annoying bee buzzing there forever , you just want to hurt or throw something.
My phoned was buzzing again , i grabbed it an answered
"WHAT!" i seethed
"Now now my Vixen , that's no way to talk to me hmmm?" His deep voice filled my ear and just like that , my body jolted with electricity
I wanted to cry , scream or jump or maybe all at once ?
I didn't answer him for a while .
"What have you been doing babygirl?" His pet name made my cheeks fill with colour and my heart raced , a blazing fire was set inside me
It felt like a cure , "I'll be there soon doll" he said lastly before the the dead line went off ...
It took me a while to realise what he said and I threw my phone on the bed , opening up the curtains and running to my mirror to check my appearance
Why was I even doing this ? But it was like my body was working on its own.
I eyed my lipstick and dabbed my lips with it , i noticed the bags under my eyes due to the sleepless nights
I grabbed some make up and tried to cover up my droopy eyes
"Well aren't you getting all pretty" his voice rung out throughout my room.
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Captured
Fanfiction"He isn't just mad ... He's psychotic"29/18 You can run You can hide These are the things You'll love to do As expected when a psycho is after you.. Started : 19 July 2018 Ended : Completed