The Death Of Me An Inutaisho love story

The Small Signs

~Diana's pov~

I feel the tears building up in my eyes

"What did i do?!?!??!?!?!?.....how could i stoop so low for him"

I coudnt help but sob silently as i run through the forest

"Why did i succumbed to him why heart why must you still love him"

I fall to my knees in the middle of a small cave

Tears drip down my cheeks

I bite my lower lip hard from screaming internally

My fists slam on to the rough dirt and rock covered cave floor

The small shards of rocks digged into my hands

I ended up digging my claws into my palms from so much going through my head

I felt like i let my self and my children down

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What if im a bad mother...

I felt tears rolling more down my face as i think of my beautiful sons

What can i say to them i cant tell them anything of what happened

That their mother became a love sicken monster but none less loved them even if it hurts so much  after leaving I ran to a hot springs scrubbing her skin pink and raw for she felt herself sob silently with each tear that fell was one heart ache that throbbed her soul as she saw her toes slowly become stone inch by inch as time goes by

For that she didn't know her curse would also fall upon who she loved unconditionally through heartache and suffering if he were to die in a way  while she is stone he would become a statue  himself but teleported to where she would be until the day her curse is broken for her lover would be stuck in a void like state for more than 250 years until their youngest son turns 150 years old

As time flew by she saw the curse slowly consuming her body and her body changing she saw her that her menstrual cycle was not the same she felt tired yet full of energy as if her powers and being weakened she sniffed herself before bursting into tears as she realized it was far to late to go back

"I-im pregnant again....but I can't be not now please kami please don't bring inuyasha please he doesn't deserve this especially... without knowing his mother is basically dying.. especially trying to keep everyone safe...but it's ok my little one...im so sorry you have to leave me I know I love you and your brothers, including everyone... How can I keep the barrier up..toshi and sessho need to be safe with the village.." she began holding her stomach slowly cradling it while humming a soft song before smiling as her pup began moving in her womb

"Sesshomaru, Toku, Rin, everyone....please forgive me for I'm already failing.." I coughed up blood holding my stomach as I ran from the village leaving letters behind explaining my disapearence but also explaining that I am indeed pregnant but I wouldn't be able to live long enough to have it so I decided to find a way but to please forgive me

I felt my fingers and arms becoming harder and harder to move

I must hurry please forgive me everyone but I can't give up without a fight to at least save my child to live on

I ran as fast as I could to Himes home without alerting the guards

"Hime-chan...i-i beg of you please.."
I fell on my knees as she ran to me worried

"Diana-san!! What happened to you what's wrong please I'm sorry about inutaisho" she was tearing up

I smiled brightly through my pain in my heart and soul
"It's ok I forgive you it was my time that was all..I just please take save my baby...I'm dying I know I am going to the underworld...but I want my baby to survive" I say through tears as they fell as I weakly fall forward she rushed to catch me in her arms as I show her my stone covered arms

"I was cursed long ago when inutaisho was younger he never knew he had left me behind with our son..cough....hime-chan..I know you can not bare your own children..." As I said thoes words she stiffened up before bursting into tears

"H-how do you know that" she asked with a fearful voice

"Hime...I've known since I'm a healer and I'm a demon Miko I can sense things no one can ever sense...but I'd want to ask you as my friend and...rival that please carry my son for me...I want him to live to have a good life...to him to know his mother loved him more than anything but she couldn't be there but..i know you will love him like your own my friend please as my final wish before dying please don't tell anyone...." My eyes began to close a bit but I stayed awake

"I-i don't know..but for you my dearest friend I'll do it just...please don't leave me as well like this not yet please"
She was panicking as she saw my body slowly getting harder and harder by the seconds

"T-thank you so much Hime... please watch over all of them for me... especially taisho...tell him I'm sorry I was never strong enough to tell him how I truly felt my whole life with him... Please forgive me, my children for your mother was so selfish....but i will always be there to watch over you" my breathing became labored as I put my hand on her stomach channeling half of my powers to switch wombs

"Hime....thank you...please be safe and thank you for being my friend until the end...." My eyes closed as the  small 1/8 of my powers drained from me I put it into a small stone "this shall be named the Shiko no tama it holds a bit of my power...but it mustn't be tempered it will be passed on to Miko's to keep it pure... I feel so tired..."

My eyes finally shut for the last time before everything going black

"Diana-san!!! Don't leave please" I heard faint cries as I was completely stone as if I was sleeping then everything was completely dark for a long long time

-Time skip-
-Inutaisho pov-

Everything became silent throughout the western lands as suddenly he smelt something he smelled and loved completely vanished off the earth

I felt like something was tearing my heart  I fell on my knees

"Diana...w-what how could this happen...she was fine..." All before blacking out

I remember many things as a child I felt alone and cold but then I met someone who understood my loneliness and never judged me for anything...I loved her more than anything in my life I was a fool... Our son is now orphaned of a mother and izayoi is my ...

What can I do now...

As time flew and izayoi grew it wasnt until the night of our sons birth where things went wrong  i made them leave as i fought off Takemaru I was dying but I was gonna take him with me to hell

The fire around us grew wilder the building not holding on for long time i fought hard to save them before everything was fiery blaze that swept across everything including the roof collapsed everything went black

Suddenly I feel myself falling

251 years later

-Kagome's pov-

"Inuyasha i said i have a bad feeling about this and we have been walking for more than 7 hours we humans need to rest or we pass out!!"

"Wren-"

"SIT BOY!!! MY NAME IS KAGOME KA-GO-ME NOT WRENCH NOT BITCH!!"

CRASH