Jahvie

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by DecayingDreams

by DecayingDreams

Dahvie+Jayy
BloodOnTheDanceFloor One-Shot

WARNING- This isn't much on a smut or hot oneshot.. It more mildly depressing.. CUTTING, and SUICIDE is added.

-Dahvie-

'Jayy wake up! Wake up!! Why would you ever do this!? We love you, I love you. You can't leave me like this!' I sobbed shaking Jayy's shoulders, Noticing the knife in his hand I gently picked it up and place it's bloody self on the dresser. 'Jayy please. He wasn't worth you're life Jayy. Daniel choose what he wanted to do, Yes he cheated on you. Because he isn't worth it.' I talked to myself (Jayy) for five minutes before grabbing my phone.

Waiting for the ambulance I took Jayy's hand and went over the cuts with me thumb, Causing him to wince slightly in his sleep. Keeping me calm, Shows he wasn't dead. I tried waking him up again but nothing help him at all.

Jayy looked like he was in a struggle and sounded at if he was trying to cough but it was stuck in it throat, Unallowing him to breath. I rolled him over on his side so his body could breathe fully.

I pulled his head on my lap and petted at his hair, checking his pulse every five minutes. I started humming Love Struck slightly and felt a tug at my hand.

I looked down and Jayy's eminent reaction of waking up to him on someone's lap. 'Go away Daniel! I hate you and I ever want to see y-' Jayy cut himself off, His eyes red and swollen frown crying. He body slightly limp and bleeding from the arms and right ankle.

Jayy shielded his arms, Trying to get me to not see. 'Jayy it obvious I know. Just drop your arms.' I say quietly. Jayy stared at me lowering his arms slowly. He winced at the movement and uncovered his arms fully.

'I can believe this Jayy.' I blink in disbelief staring at him. He frowned and hung his head down low. 'I want to die, Dahvie.' Jayy slightly cried. I didn't notice his crying before, I looked over sadly I saw a hunched over Jayy sobbing.

'Jayy don't say that! Daniel isn't fucking worth it!' I apparently hissed at him. He's eyes went bigger for a second before he shot up and slammed his door shut locking it.

I stand up and walk to his door cop knocking. 'Jayy? Jayy!? O-Open up I'm sorry.' I yelled. I banged on the door loudly. I listen closely and heard and metal sealed being opened. My eyes widen and I tried busting the door down.

'Jayy! Drop the fucking gun Jayy! I know you have it! Don't Jayy, I fucking love you-'' I slid down the door as the bang of the gang went off. Sobbing interrupting by heavy breathing. My nails scratched at the door as I went to the door.

Sirens went off and I just sat there a crying mess. The evidualy busted the door and Jayy was on the floor and wound in his side; Barley hanging on to life. As his body seemed cold, His eyes lightened up as to be dull. Breathing frantically as the gun he was gripping was his only thing to hold, And deal with the pain being afflicted on him. He's suffering.. So much.

A note beside him, I didn't bother reading until it was all over. I brought Jayy into ny lap as the doctor's set up the gurny. They placed him I brought it, I looked in his eyes. Misery and sadness filling them.

I could I not see this before? Jayy has been suffering and I, His best friend did nothing. I didn't know! Its not my fault! I thought and I held Jayy's cheeks. He coughed up a warm red fluid. I didn't care. Now his blood is literary on my hands.

I sat in the back on the Ambulance and I watched Jayy closely. I know what you're saying.. Why am I not freaking out? Well, Jayy doesn't like people freaking him out worrying about him. I'd cause him stress and make him want to hang on.

But he needs to let go.. And he did.

At 3am August 17 Jayy passed away. On his birthday, He was 24 When he left us. Died of bleeding from the rest, And gun wound in the side. I loved Jayy, I always denied it.

How I wish I could take all the moments I denied it and replace it the complete opposite.Tell him I love him, Kiss him, Hug him, and Talk to him when he's down. I always felt electric shock when we 'stage kissed..'

Oh yeah.. He left a note. I walk home after sobbing at the hospital. I cried when I was walking. I cried when I read his last words, Being there was no pen.. I'm guessing his blood was used at ink.

'Life is short, Don't waist it on one's that hate. Love is fake. Love is neglected. Love is nowhere to be found. except one place.. With Dah..-

There was more, But it was all sloppy. I couldn't read it. I was with Jayy as he took his last breaths. As he told me goodbye in his worn voice. How.. The news crowded as and Jayy tried yelling at them. How he was always so short tempered.

Memories of the love I never experienced will always be in my head. No one can top my tall, paled band mate. He was always the life of my life.. always.

I miss you Jeremy.