Let it out - Three

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Be Alright - Dean Lewis

Harrys POV

Wait WHAT the fuck did just happen? Where the hell am I going and why am I acting like this?

Oh, I'm truly broken inside. It's not only about what Ariana did, but about what happened behind her back as well. I know I shouldn't have left her like that, all alone, by herlself. But I couldn't and I still can't believe what just took place. 

[ Calling Niall ]

H: Hi bud, are u busy?

N: Hey, no I'm at home by myself, did something happen?

H: Yeah, I was just thinking if I could come over, I need to talk to you..

N: Sure, I'll be waiting!

H: see ya.

I didn't want to go home tonight. It didn't felt right nor good. Is this the end? Is this our end? Should I feel like this? Why is this happening to us? TO me? I don't feel like home in the home I used to share with my, soulmate, Ariana. Or, we used to be soulmates, but I'm not sure about that anymore. I still know her, inside out, but it's complicated. 

I drove to Niall's in a rush and I could feel the anger and sadness inside me all the time, every minute and second it just got tougher, I felt more and more weak. 

I was finally there, I parked my Range Rover and stepped out the car. I softly knocked on his door and stood there for a few seconds until Niall opened the door with a smile on his face. 

''Hiiii, mate, missed you!'' Niall said, ''Hey, I'm sorry if I may waste your time, but I'm really broken inside Niall'' I sighed and let it all out. ''What happened Harry?, you can always tell me'' he said with an anxious expression, seen in face and heard in his voice. ''Okay, I'll tell you, I'n going to tell you everything'' I said decidedly. 

''It's about Ariana and me by the way, I mean if you're still interested..?'', ''Sure, just tell me please'', Niall said. 

''So, since Ariana seemed to be sad or whatever, I decided to take her out the next day, just to let her have fun, together with me. I told her I would take her to a club and we both agreed to it. Today was the day and we went to the club and she seemed happier than yesterday. We started off taking some shots and she later told me to join Beerpong with her, so i did. We played it and had fun, she then left and told me that she was kind of bored.... and then..'' I burst out in tears and anger. I took my fist and hit it hard on the table in front of me, I tore my long brown curled hair with the both of my hands and felt the pain through my veins and body.

''Harry mate, don't cry, don't be angry, I'm so sorry'', Niall said compassionatly. ''When Ariana left, another girl around my age came near me and whispered ''I can do better than your baby girl could ever do, come with me'', I pushed her out of my way and I also felt a little bit dizzy around that time, so everything felt heavy in my head, that's also when I decided that I'd left the club but I had to find Ari first, so I started to look for her'', I felt the thick lump in my throat and my head was already aching by everything I had told him. ''What happened afterwards?'', Niall asked. 

''I had to get past by dancing persons on the dance floor and then I saw someone familiar. It was... Ariana. A guy had his arms wrapped around her hips and they were kissing. That's when I broke down and grabbed her arm to ask her what had just happened, but since I was too much in my head, I decided to leave her and come by here, to let everything out, to someone I could trust'', I said heavily. 

''You'll solve this problem, I know that Harry, I know you, I'm sorry that this happened to you mate'' he said. 

''Thank you for understanding me bud, I'm grateful for you'', I sad giving him a warm hug. 

''Stay at mine for tonight and we can talk about it and maybe find a way to make it work again'', Niall said, ''Thanks, I don't feel like going back right now, so yeah that will be good''. 

Arianas POV

[ In Alexas car, on their way home to Victoria ]

''I'm so sorry to bother you guys and act like a fool'' I sad while bursting out in tears.

''Ariana, stop!'' Victoria said with a broken voice, as she hugged me in the back seat.

''Why are you crying, what happened? You and Harry was havin fun-''

''We WERE Alexa, but I fucked everything up and now we're ove-'' I shouted out biting my lower lip, while grabbing the seat hard. 

''What did you do Ariana?'', Victoria asked.

''I...I kissed someone else...I-''

''But why would you though?'', Alexa surprisingly asked.

''I don't know, I was thinking of so many things and the minute the guy, Ben, touched me and the minute I felt his presence, I couldn't resist kissing him back'', I said.

''How are you, like for real Ariana, how are you mentally?'', Victoria asked.

''I'M SUCH A FOOL VICTORIA, I'M A LOSER, I don't deserve someone like Harry or you guys, or anyone at all'', I screamed out while expressing anger and sadness, clearly. 

''Sometimes it lasts in love, but sometimes it hurts instead Ariana, think of that'', Alexa said.

''You're not a fool, but you can always learn from your own mistakes, that's what we all do''

''I'm tired please, just drive us to Victoria's and we'll figure out more tomorrow'', I said. 

To be continued...

This part sucks, I'm so sorry if you've been waiting for too long, I've been and still am very busy. But anyway. Next part is gonna do better, i promise. 


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