5 times. that's how many times he
hit me within a month. yet for some
reason my naive ass stayed with him,
hoping he'd change. i hopes for many many months
that he'd change eventually, he never did, he's
still the same, he's just hurting someone
else because i had the guts to break up with
him. he's with someone else now, renjun.
renjun was always a bright, bubbly and
sarcastic person, but he's been dimmed.
and it's all his fault, because no matter
what he has to hurt someone. i feel
like it's my fault renjun is getting hurt now,
it's not mine though it's his, he's the one
hurting that precious boy now.
i'm not the monster here.

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nightmare - nomin
Fanfictionin which he always thought love was like a dream, but his was more like a nightmare.