Everyone at school sees me as the happy girl that's annoying other kids sees me as the girl in the back of the class wearing dark clothing with long sleeves. But most people think I'm happy and stupid. But that's not the truth ....
Inside I want to be left alone and cry
I want to scream
I have depression and every day it gets worse and worse because no one will ever know how I really feel .
And my parents don't understand they think I'm a disappointment that just sits there watching YouTube -probably watching stupid things , well I don't watch stupid things mom and dad I watch people who had similar problems that have and how they solve them, I watch people who are going through pain like me. I'm trapped inside this darkness waiting to be free and there is a door in front of me that leads to happiness and freedom and I want to go but I'm scared .... I can't find the key to freedom!
I feel like I'm drowning in my own tears!!
Everyday I want to tell people that have depression but I can't because I fear that they wouldn't understand!!
They'll just say " your fine " well I'm not fine!!! I'm hurt!!
"Why can't you tell the truth!! ''-I ask myself
I can't tell the truth because I have these chains that no one can see but me and I'm to scared to show my feelings and my face into the light ..
So there!!!
Now you know the truth!!!
