It hurts being a girl ,especially me.

"Nothing Happened"

I don't know what is going on with me . Everything is fucked up with my life . But, I keep going . I am walking in my school trying to find my best friend Clara . I can't see her but I can see the school's bich Cristie. Cristie Parker . We all know that every school has its bich with his two 'best friends'. In our school we have Cristie , Amanda and Maggie . They seem to be 'best friends' if it means pretend it for the popularity and call names behind their backs. My friendship with Clara is just the opposite . We know each other since we were kids . We share everything ,and we are like sisters . Our tie became stronger when her father died . After this dead,her mum is alone ,drinking alcahol the most times . She can't rely on her own feet and she can't help Clara either so ,Clara and I are together the most of the time .

I finally met Clara sitting in her desk and  I went to keep her company before the first lesson start .

"Hey ! Sorry for being late today ,my alarm didn't woke me up. " she just nodds,but why ? I mean , Clara is the most energetic and active person I know and now she just nodds ?
"Clara ,why are you moody ?" I tell her with sympathy .
"I am not ,nothing happened" she tells me whilist her eyes started watering
"Heyyy , you are not the Clara I know . Something happened ."
"Nothing happened"
"Are you sure ?" She nodds again
"Then explain me why didn't you come from my home to pick me up and go to school together like everyday ?"
"Uh, okay let me explain"she tells whilist wipping a tear away of her face
"My mom got pretty drunk yesterday and broght a man who was drunk too and the started doing you know ..." she started crying
"Oh Clara , I am so sorry " I tell her thinking how idiot I am bringing her in such a difficalt and hard situation
"Hey ,stop crying . I have an idea!" I tell her and she just looked at me "how about a sleepover ?" To be honest we both need one sleepover together . Whith music , junk food ,movies ,facemasks , and long ,long conversations ."Tonight!!! At mine !!" She doesn't feel so exited like I am . "You are the best best best friend " she tells me while pulling me for a hug "I can't imagine my life without you " she whispers .
"You deserve it "I tell her wich causing her a little smile on her lips
We both hear our school's bell ringing . Sign that the first lesson is going to start.
> Biology
Not my favourite class but I can get through it. Clara loves Biology and when I can't understand something, she explains it to me. Clearly she makes it to seem very easy although it isn't.
>Maths
Just to kill my time. Both me and Clara find it difficult but it's necessary to be taken so...
>Literature
My favourite class. It's the only class I don't hate so much and the most interesting one. Not Clara's fave but she get through it, just like me in biology.
>Music.
Let's call it one of the most interesting classes. I have a pretty good voice and I can play the piano and guitar, so you understand my love about it. Clara likes this class to. She just likes hearing me singing she had told me that with my voice she  automatically calms. I'm glad about it.
Last lesson for today
>Physical education
We both love this. Me and Clara had been playing volleyball since we know ourselves and we are in a local team. Our volleyball teacher calls us volleyball siblings. When we play volleyball we actually killing it every time.
We had finished school and I can see Clara lost in her thoughts she might thinks how to go home with her mother being like that. I must do something fast.
"Hey" I told her playfully "How about a cheat meal?" I ask "My treat"
"I am in!" she says "Domino's?" I ask her knowing that she loves domino's pizza
"Of course!" she says and we headed to the nearest domino's restaurant.