Nameless

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Emotional Exhausted.
Hurt. Not Broken.
Strong, But I Feel Weak.
I am stronger than what I give myself credit for.
No one understands me.
I have raging hormones and emotions but no one to express them to.
I feel as if everyone is walking over me.
Everyone is using me to their will.
No one is worth my trust.
Everyone is your "friend".
No one is who they are or seem.
My eyes water with unexplainable tears yet I pretend I'm happy.
Reality has struck me down like lighting strikes down a tree.
No one is there for me.
You see tears and sadness while I feel pain and madness.
Raging voices in my head.
Maybe I should listen instead of fighting back. Someone help me get my life on track.
I call God and I know He's real.
I wonder if I end it, how would He feel.
My head aches as I write this.
I don't know how to fight this.
Everyone sees me as weak.
I feel as if I'm incomplete.
I'm complete physically.
But let's talk mentally.
As you read this, just know that I'm NAKED.
Not physically but mentally.
Fake it til you make it is the definition of me.
Some say I'm fucked up.
Mentally.
Sometimes I feel as if I express myself too much. Especially to the wrong people.

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