And They Love You

A Better Son/Daughter - Rilo Kiley

I know you aren't great with hearing the lyrics when you listen to a song, but I'm curious to know if you are similarly affected by this. I think of you and I, navigating our days together. It was playing when I started this dumb thing, hence the title. I'm writing this for you, and only you.  So I guess, as an introduction to my daily ramblings, (and to keep the status quo) let me tell you what to do. 

Find a quiet place. Maybe sit in the bathroom for way too long, like you do. Pop in some headphones if you've got em, listen closely, and follow along. And I love you.

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Sometimes in the morning I am petrified and can't move

Awake but cannot open my eyes

And the weight is crushing down on my lungs
I know I can't breathe
And hope someone will save me this time

And your mother's still calling you insane and high
Swearing it's different this time
And you tell her to give in to the demons that possess her
And that God never blessed her insides

Then you hang up the phone
And feel badly for upsetting things
Crawl back into bed to dream of a time

When your heart was open wide
And you loved things just because
Like the sick and the dying

And sometimes when you're on,
You're really fucking on
And your friends they sing along
And they love you

But the lows are so extreme
That the good seems fucking cheap
And it teases you for weeks in its absence

But you'll fight and you'll make it through
You'll fake it if you have to
And you'll show up for work with a smile

And you'll be better and you'll be smarter
And more grown up and a better daughter
Or son and a real good friend

And you'll be awake, you'll be alert
You'll be positive though it hurts
And you'll laugh and embrace all your friends

You'll be a real good listener
You'll be honest, you'll be brave
You'll be handsome, you'll be beautiful

You'll be happy

Your ship may be coming in
You're weak but not giving in
To the cries and the wails of the valley below

And your ship may be coming in
You're weak but not giving in
And you'll fight it
You'll go out fighting all of them