Emotions • Seokjin •

14

"Jhope look out!" Yoongi yelled.

Jin woke up frantically panting. His face was sweaty and he couldn't control his breathing. He just had a flashback, a nightmare. Something he doesn't want to see again. Something he doesn't want to go through again.

The light in the hallway came on and Lisa came running through the door. "Jin?" She asked. She ran to his bedside and cupped his face in her hands. "Oh my God, are you okay?"

Jin didn't say anything. He was still in a panick state. Tears were coming down his cheeks and he just couldn't stop.

Lisa ran to her bathroom and searched for a wash cloth. Once she found it she got it wet, wringed it out and ran back to Jin's side.

She started dabbing at his face, making him calm down. "That's it. Just calm down." She started rubbing his hair. "Just relax." She said to him. "Lay down." Jin laid down. "Good."

She removed the wash cloth from his face as soon as he closed his eyes again. She sighed. She ran her fingers through her hair. "I need to tell him."

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"Eat up!" Lisa said in a cheery mood. She handed Jin a plate and he sat down at the kitchen table.

"What's all this?"

"I figured you'd be tired of eating that nasty food they served."

"They served lobster for breakfast."

Lisa eyes widened and she turned around to face Jin. "Lobster? Really?"

Jin nodded his head. "Really." He picked up a sausage and popped it into his mouth. "This isn't bad, but it's no lobster."

Lisa squinted at Jin and continued on cooking her breakfast. The whole time she kept contemplating if she wanted to tell him or not.

"Maybe not right now." She thought.

She finished cooking her breakfast and sat down, then she began to eat.

"You know." Jin started. He took a sip of his drink. "I keep having these visions. These dreams that my members are still alive."

Lisa choked on her pancake. "That's impossible." She said after she swallowed her food.

"Yeah you're right." He said. He started poking at his food with his fork. "I wish they were still here."

"Jin." Lisa said. She couldn't take the guilt anymore.

"What?"

"Follow me." Lisa got up from her seat and so did Jin. They both walked up the stairs and back into Lisas room.

"What are we doing here?"

"Just sit." Lisa sat Jin down in her swivel chair while she got onto her computer. Lisa typed in a few things, clicked a few things with her mouse until an article popped up, but she blocked Jin from reading it.

"Why are you blocking the screen?"

"Because."

"Because why."

"I'll start it off but then you will read the article okay?"

"Okay."

"Well I know you're going to hate me but when I was keeping tabs on BTS and the whole car accident happened, there was something else."

"What?"

"You made it out alive."

"I know that."

"But someone else did too."

Jin moved his head back. "W-what?"

Lisa nodded her head. "Someone else did too."

"You're lying! Don't you ever lie like that!" He yelled. He started to get up and walk off but Lisa stopped him.

"Read this then." Lisa uncovered her hand from the screen and Jin read it.

He held his hand up to his mouth. "Which one?"

"It doesn't say. I don't think anyone wants us to know who made it out besides you." She said.

"Why didnt you tell me? Why are you lying to me or keeping things from me? I want to know EVERYTHING you know and I want to know now!" Jin demanded. Again he was tired of the lying and tired of the secrets, especially this one.

"It's not that simple to just tell you something like this." She said. And she was right. This was totally something she wanted to avoid, but she didn't know how to exactly tell him even though she just came out with it.

"We need to find him." Jin said. He stood up from his seat.

"How? There's nothing on here or anywhere that could help us find him."

"We've got to try." Jin said. "Look through anything else. Is there anything that seemed weird to you? Anything anyones said. Any anonymous posts."

Lisa started thinking to herself until she thought about something. "Wait." She went to her computer and started typing in stuff. "Look at this comment."

Lisa moved out of the way so Jin could read it.

"Such a shame that the member was hidden." Jin read out loud.

"It kind of sounds fishy." Lisa said.

"I agree. This article has nothing to do with hiding any members." Jin said. "And this was posted anonymously?"

"Yes."

"How can we figure out who wrote this?"

"We can get the IP address."

"How?"

"I can ask someone I know." Lisa pulled her phone out and started typing on it.

"Find out." Yoongi said in Jin's head.

"I will." Jin whispered back.

"What?" Lisa asked.

"Nothing." Jin said quickly. He looked away from Lisa and went into the bathroom.

He felt his mind going back, but this time it felt weird.

His mind was in fact going back, but he wasn't coming back as Jin, atleast not right now.

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( A/N )

Added in some stuff that happens earlier in the book.

But yeah decided to update four times instead of five.

Sorry Im tired lol