Falling

Entity of falling

   There's another type of falling which giving lot of euphoria.

   When i was at university, i had fall. I fall for him, and into him.

   I fall for his handsome face, and into his smile.

   I fall for his good-looking figure, and into his polite attitude.

  I fall in love with him on the second side. The side which he is not in front of me, but he is still lingering in my mind. Even he is nowhere to be found, seeing him in my mind make me more happy. I know he already in relationship with some one else, but, thinking of him every single days & nights, could grin me.

Even when I'm alone, still,

the image of him talked to me,

             the way he laughed at me,

how close he was sitting next to me,

    how adorable he was as a leader,

smiled me.

Those moments,

smiled me.

I never see him in this second side, because it just belong to me, and because he is not here in front of me.

Even if i try hard & fight, i know, i will never be enough to you, compared to your girlfriend.

But,
Even if I'm not mean to be with you, I'm happy that you exist in the chapter of my life.

Song Lubiao,

I love you....