Bored...that's the only thing I can think of of how I feel. Stiles and I have been doing research for over 5 hours and I'm exhausted as fuck. I've actually done my work about an hour ago but Stiles insisted on continuing his work. According to him there is so much more we don't see and blah blah blah...
I can see on him he can't anymore but he pushes himself forcefully. He's just this stubborn...
"Baby?"...nothing
"Stiles baby you hear me?" I say a little louder this time but still nothing.
I stand up from the bed and go to his chair from behind. I put my hands on his shoulders and slightly massage them. He doesn't move one bit and still reads from his computer like paralyzed. So I bend down and start kissing his neck and shoulder.
"Stiles,baby please take a break you need it..."
"Don't you get it?! I'm this close to figuring everything out?! But no you can't help or even just shut up to let me do my work can you?!" he started yelling. This sudden outburst made me flinch and step away. He's never been this aggressive ever EVER before. Its like he's completely somebody else right now.
Unintentionally tears start streaming down my face and I start crying like a baby. But sadness is not the only thing I feel...also anger..?
"I was just trying to help you stiles! It's not my fault you can't take care of yourself and know when to stop! But okay whatever. You don't want my help I'll leave!" I scream my lungs out.
"Oh please do that!!"he yells putting his arm up to fix his hair but my brain takes it as he's going to hit me or whatever and I flinch and step away.
Would I be ever scared of Stiles hurting me? No. But would I ever think Stiles can be like this? No.... So I can't tell right now.
I saw something in his eyes change,soften.
"Okay I will...but don't ever expect me to come back...I don't wanna see you again"I say whispering the last part looking at him and leaving quickly. Tear stream down my face as I run down the stairs and to the main door. Just as I was about to open it it opened revealing Mr. Stilinski. He had an exhausted smile on his face but it soon dropped when he saw me.
"Hey Y/N what...."he started but I didn't have the strength to answer I just pushed past him and left the house quickly.
I came here with Roscoe,Stiles's jeep so I walked home. It was a long way but at least I had time to clear my head.
Stiles's POV
I saw her trough my window as she almost ran away from here-from me....
Tears started to prickle my eyes. What have I done? What came into me? Fuck I'm such a prick she just tried to help me. I myself can feel I would soon faint or what from exhaustion. I saw the fear in her eyes. I saw how she flinched. Did she really think I'd hurt her? Well if yes she might have felt like that before. I would never hurt her.
All the anger I felt towards me right now...I threw all the thing from my desk on the ground just as my dad came in.
"Wha- Stiles? What happened? Why did Y/N cry?"
I couldn't answer. I just imagined her red puffy crying eyes and that sadness in them I've never seen before.
"Son what the hell happened here?"
I felt like I'm going to faint. I slipped myself down the wall crying uncontrollably sitting down on the floor. I hugged my knees with my arms and burry my head in them.
My dad swiftly sat down beside me.
"I messed up dad...like really bad. And she was just trying to help me..." I sobbed.
