Remember | Yoongi FF (C)

Blame

Y/N's POV

After i calmed down a little, i decided to get up and search the bookcase. In the meantime Yoongi decided to call the police and inform them about Jin's death. I was looking through every book to find any kind of clue that would help us figure out what Jin actually new. Yoongi approached me and took a glance at the shelves and found and old kids book. He grabbed it and when I saw it, I realized that it was the book we used to read when we were kids and hang out at Jin's place. Instantly I turned to look at Jin's body lying on the floor. I took the book from Yoongi's hands and put it inside my backpack and then walked to Jin once again. I knelt beside him and tears formed in my eyes, watching his cold, expressionless face in front of me. I grabbed his hand and I felt chills because he was cold despite his warm clothes. I closed my eyes and let the tears run uncontrollably for a bit. While I was silently sobbing, Yoongi came close to me and knelt next to me wrapping his arms around me. "I'm so sorry Jin. I shouldn't let you get involved again." I apologized to him but i guess it was too late. "I know it's too fucking late, Jin, but I will prove that all of this mess, Kai and now you, it's Jiyong's fault. I'll make sure he stays in prison forever." Yoongi tightened the grip around me at the sound of his brother's name, but the moment ruined the sirens that were heard coming closer. Leaving Jin's hand, was the most difficult thing I had to do. Realizing it was the last time being this close to him. Being able to touch him or see him. Yoongi took me in his arms, caging me in his embrace while moving me away from the body. We both walked out of the warehouse and waited for the police to come and ask us all the questions needed.

After an hour of answering all kinds of questions and Jin's parents arriving at the crime scene, devastated, they let us go. I couldn't even look Mrs or Mr Kim in the eyes, so we left immediately. When we arrived at the house I let it all out. The moment we stepped inside, i fell on the floor and started sobbing. Yoongi tried to be the strong one and comfort me, but minutes later he joined me. Couple hours later, he stood up and helped me up and we both headed to my bedroom where he carefully placed me on the bed and tucked me in making sure I was comfortable and calm. He stood there looking at me and then took the blanket from the bottom of my bed and left the room.

Yoongi's POV

I couldn't sleep at all. All I was doing was being uncomfortable on the couch and sighing every three seconds thinking what a mess i created by coming back here. I should've left the past in the past, I though. I closed my eyes and then a cold hand made it's way to my cheek. "Yoongi, are you sleeping?" I opened my eyes and saw Y/N standing in front of me. Red, puffy eyes indicating she was crying even in her sleep. "No, I'm not. I can't." I sat up on the couch and opened my legs so she could sit in between. "I slept Yoongs. I did, but it hurt. I could only see him looking at me with puppy eyes telling me to save him and I couldn't. I couldn't do anything. I just watched him die." I grabbed her arm and pulled her to sit down and once she did, I wrapped my arms around her once again. I couldn't reverse time neither take back what happened. I just wanted her to feel safe in my arms. She started crying again and I pulled her closer to me shushing her. "Shh..It's not your fault Y/N. If anyone's to be blamed, that's me." i kissed her forehead trying to make her feel better. I knew it would take more than that but right now, I wanted to be there for her. I might was away all those years, but they kept their friendship. And now he's gone. Forever. "No Yoongi. It's not. You try to remember what happened. You try to find Kai's killer. And if that's Jiyong, I promise you Yoongi.." she pushed me a little so she can look into my eyes "I promise you that I'll be the one to put him in jail. No one deserves what you went through. We'll figure it out. Together." she looked into my eyes and that's when I realized how I like her. But it wasn't the right time for this. So, instead of confessing, I once again pulled her close to me. "We will. Now let's rest for a while." so I closed my eyes and drifted off.

"Wake up! Wake up! Look!" her voice pulled me out of my sleep. "What is it? Is everything okay?" i mumbled trying to see clearer what she was holding in front of my face. "No! I mean, yes, but no! It wasn't Jiyong. See? Jin says so. He was right. I didn't see anything. Read!" I sat up and took the piece of paper she was holding and did my best to read it.

Y/N, even walls have ears nowadays, so I prefer to give you this. It's safer. I'm probably in front of you while you read it and that's weird, but please read. You know, that day when Kai died, we were all playing and it was a happy day. Though we new that we weren't gonna see Yoongi for a while due to the distance between us, we were happy we were together. But then your brother came up and bullied Kai. I saw it and when I saw Kai coming closer, I pulled you behind the big slide and we hid there until everything was over. We were both looking Jiyong and his friends beating Kai but then one of them, I think Jackson, told them to stop and that it was enough. He walked to Jiyong and hugged him from behind moving him away from Kai. That's when you thought it was over and turned to look away. But I kept looking and someone else walked to Kai's body. He was trying to get up and maybe find Yoongi? I don't really know. He was wearing a black coat, gloves and a mask just like Yoongi wore last night. But it wasn't Jiyong Y/N. After they left, Kai was alive.

By the time I finished reading, she brought me a hot cup of coffee so we can find a way to find out who was the man that killed Kai. I took a sip and she came and sit next to me. I admired how beautiful she was even without a minute of sleep. My thoughts were interrupted by the bell. She stood up and walked, confused, to the door. Police officers made their way to the small living room. "Are you Mr Min Yoongi?" I stood up and nodded. One of them turned me around.

"Mr Min, you are under arrest for the murder of Mr Kim Seokjin. Anything you say may be used against you in a court of law. You have the right to consult an attorney before speaking to the police and to have an attorney present during questioning now or in the future. If you cannot afford an attorney, one will be appointed for you before any questioning if you wish."