Dear blog,
I had a really great day today. Everything went normal like always. Morning was kinda difficult. I couldn't wake up. I didn't eat anything for breakfast, just drank water... I don't know. I just don't want to eat in the morning.
So in school everything was normal until the 4th class. Oh, before I start, I like this one guy ( lets name him - David ). Sometimes he is with me flirting or sometnig, but sometimes I feel invisible around him.
ANYWAY...
Before started 4th class, he had a candy in his pocket. That soft, chewy ones. My bestfriend ( lets name her - Sara ) took it from him and bitted it. Then she gave that candy to me and a bitted just a little bit on the end. And that candy had like that tattoo that you put under water and so I wanted it. So Sara took it that tattoo from David. And David said to me that he had another one just like Saras. I wanted that ( you know, just for fun ) and he said: " If you gave me a kiss, I am going to gave you that tattoo". I was pretty shocked, but....
I didn't gave him kiss. Ahhh... I'm so dumb. But I didn't want for some classmates to see that.
So after school I huged him and said if you are gonna give me that tattoo tomorrow, I'm going to gave kiss, but on the cheeks 🙊🙈 David said: " I'm going to think about that".
If we are not talking about my "love story", than my grades are "little bit" not so great. I had 4 in biology and 6 in history.... nv in english.
And if we are talking about me and my confidence... It's bad. I don't feel the same anymore. I look in the mirror and think - i'm fat... I am going to change. I need to be 50 or lower kg. And that not all, but... If ylu want to see my "GLOW UP", maybe i should post like some kind of "glow up diares"? What do you think?
And, what happended next about David?? Lets find out tomorrow💞✌
Your girl, Estere💕
*sorry if something is written wrong*
