Paranoia || c.h

chapter 1

"For fucks sake, what are you doing in there ?!"

My brothers voice was followed by a loud bang on the bathroom door,

I cringed, loud noises weren't my thing. I turned around pausing a moment from putting my mascara on,

" I shit you not hunter, I will come out there and fight you, leave me alone !"

I turned around and started applying mascara to the other lash.

After doing my makeup I put my hair into a lose pony tail pulling bits out around the side, I turned around to open the door into the hallway.

As soon as I turned the handle I was being pushed to the side by my 16 year old brother, he was younger, me being 18, but he was definatly taller and stronger.

"Heeeey", I looked at him with a playfull frown on my face, he just turned around and shot me an angry glare.

I smiled widely, giggling and turned on my heel out the door but I felt a strong hand on my back pushing me out into the hallway, the door slammed behind be sending a wave of air that ingulfed me into a shivering frenzy.

I rolled my hazel eyes and started down the hallway turning into my room, the sound of Blood Bank by Bon Iver rang on my ears,

Tomorrow is my first day of college,

I honestly can't believe it, like what the fuck.

I walked over the my bed, falling backwards onto the soft black and white fabric, I look up at all the pictures hanging on fairy lights from the years that have passed.

I don't want to leave, ughh I roll over and groan into my pillow,

after my little melt down I pull myself from the comfort of my bed to get ready, we were leaving for the college at 11,

Since I had already put make up on and done my dark brown hair I made my way to my drawers and pulled out my burgundy skater dress, a pair of thin black tights and my baggy nude cardy along with my brown lace up boots, I chucked them all on and put a long necklass on, they weren't really my thing but today was special, I guess.

Walking over to the window I sighed, my mother was out side packing my bags into the car her brown hair tied up in a bun, and her heals clicking against the concrete of our drive way,

I could tell she was excited, not to get rid of me, but to help me get a new start somewhere new to start off with, without all of the bullshit of the past looking over my shoulder every time I started getting better.

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** sorry short chapter :), wonder what she was talking about ? !!! Thankyou to anyone who voted or added it to their library I really appreciate it :) xxx ****