Mr. Bad Guy (Taycon)

New Beginnings

Hello! Welcome to my first fanfic. I will update more if people think its interesting. Thanks :)

Roger
I carpooled with Brian to travel to the recording studio, as always.  We often had great chats, talking about our families and the band, but today,  was quite different. "You simply cannot have a relationship with John!" "I am so sick of hiding my true feelings from him, Brian! I love him and he deserves to know. " He looked at me like I was insane. "Roger, what if John doesnt feel the same? What if one of you leaves the band? Then we will be out of our jobs! Queen isnt Queen without you both. " I sighed. "Brian I have thought about this,  I will make sure he is never uncomfortable around me.  I love him,  that is the last thing that I would want for my best friend in the whole world. " Brian huffed as though this is the worst day of his life. "Im trusting you,  Roger.  Dont mess this up. "

We sat in silence until we finally arrived at the studio.

I looked at the window as we pulled in,  and it was clear John was excited to see me.  He had a big grin on his face,  making my cheeks turn a soft pink and I chuckled,  still nervous to tell him my feelings later.  I walked in, trying my best to be cool and confident as usual. "Roger!" He ran to me and squeezed me in a tight,  but very warm and inviting hug. We hadnt been able to hang out with just eachother for about a week, due to him being quite busy.  His sister,  Julie was coming to visit along with his Mum,  so he was looking forward to spending some quality time with them.  I was so excited to see him waiting for me,  knowing he missed me just as much. "I missed you so much Rog, I didnt think it would be that hard without you" "I missed you too buddy,  very much. " I said as I attempted to contain my watery eyes.

We walked into the studio and recorded for about 2 hours,  and I asked John if he would want to come over to my place for dinner.  "Of course, Rog." He said after giving me another quick embrace.  I wish he only knew how much I loved him.  He was my world,  and he didnt even know it. 

We hopped into Brians car after we all talked for a bit outside.  The tension between me and Brian was easing,  as what seemed like him accepting that it was a possibility for me and John to walk into the studio tommorow a couple, but, he also seemed concerned about how John would react.  After Brian drove us to my house,  we said our goodbyes to him and he gently whispered, "Go get him tiger. " I laughed and Brian pulled out of the driveway leaving me and John.  We walked inside and I turned on the telly so John had something to watch while I cooked our meal.  I am definitely not the best cook,  but I tried my hardest for him,  I wanted him to be relaxed when I told him.

I called John to the table,  and he immediately came running to sit with me.  I made his favorite dinner,  Mashed potatoes and chicken breast,  along with some delicious peas.  He looked so shocked,  I was too,  knowing I made him a decent dinner.  We didnt talk much at the table,  we were too busy enjoying the delicious dinner,  and we each had 2 helpings.  "That was delicious Rog,  thank you so much. " "Anytime Buddy, lets go watch a bit more tv while we eat dessert" I made a delicious platter of brownies,  John looked so excited to eat them.  I couldnt help myself from wondering if he loved me the way I loved him. He was just so, so, perfect.  He was the kind of person very shy and reserved around strangers,  but with his friends he was so loving and compassionate.  When Freddie came out,  he was accepting of him, so, I was hoping if he didnt want a relationship,  he would atleast accept that I liked him,  in "that" way. 

He sat on the sofa and I turned on the telly. I sat down and we barely payed any attention to it,  we were way to busy talking and catching up.  It had only been a week,  but it felt like forever.  We were the ones who told each other everything,  literally everything,  so I had no clue why I was so scared to tell him. After talking for what seemed like minutes,  but lasted 2 hours, I finally said what I had been petrified of this whole night.

John

"John...  I... I need to tell you something... " I immediately became very concerned,  I was so worried someone hurt him.  He was so precious, and If anybody did anything to him I would immediately defend him,  even when it is extremely difficult for me.  Im very.... Shy.  But when it comes to him,  he was my world and I couldnt handle anybody hurting him. I think he saw the worried look in my eyes and he immediately said "John,  dont worry,  im fine. Im more concerned about you after I tell you... Well show you.... Umm... " He leaned in fast,  kissing me on the lips. I didnt resist,  I had wanted this since I met him.  But at this point,  I wasnt sure if it was an amazing dream or not. I pulled him closer, leaning in to something that may or may not be real. We separated and I felt so amazing,  he looked at me and gave me a giant smile.  I leaned in again and in that moment,  we really became more connected than we had ever been before. It was pure bliss,  and I knew the moment he leaned in,  that was going to be the best day of our lives.