This Is Reality

A late night adventure

Kyla-

I hate him. Everything about that boy frustrates me to no end! How dare he just come in and act so flirty thinking I just fall for him like Im a girl who needs a man. UGH! I didnt even realize how mad I was until I saw my alarm clock fall from the wall and slam to the floor.

"Throwing things isnt going to make this better." Dustin said trying to keep me calm. I always freak out to him because he knows how much I hate guys like Derek so much, he's just like Mason. Even thinking of his name makes me boil in anger.

"Why don't we have a movie night and get your mind off everything" Dustin suggested. Sighing I decided he was right I needed to stop over thinking all the time. My room had a stash of movies with so many memories I had to force myself to forget. I wasn't in the mood to look through them but slowly a smile appeared on my face before forced back tears. "The Lucky One" . I pulled it out but didnt dare to open it.

"She always said she wanted a love like this movie" I coughed out through tears that spilled without me being able to control it. I felt a presence behind me and a hand on my back and knew it was Dustin trying to comfort me.

"Hey you know its alri..." Dustin started to try to make me feel better before i lost it.

"NO ITS NOT ALRIGHT THIS JUST ISNT FAIR. IT NEVER WAS FAIR TO ME, YOU AND NOT EVEN HER." I started screaming and crying. Just so you know this is normal so Dustin wasn't even surprised. Ive had these break downs all the time. Before he could come over an try and comfort me anymore I threw the dvd at my bed and ran out of the room, ran out of the house.

I just wanted somewhere to go to get away. Anywhere honestly. I started to walk, well run since i knew Dustin chase after me, down the sidewalk. Since I was new around this neighborhood I had no clue where i was going to go.

After walking for what felt like forever I came across a small cafe. Seeing the door said open instead of closed I decided to go inside. When the waiter came to take my order I finally understood how obvious it was that I looked upset. He sat in the booth across from me and wouldnt leave me alone for what felt like hours

"Come on please whats wrong?" He pleaded with his big brown eyes. Dont let him in Kyla. Remember. you hate guys I hate guys I HATE GUYS.

"OMG JUST LEAVE ME ALONE." I said getting out of the booth. Good girl be the bitch you worked so hard to be. Walking toward the door I felt a hand tug me back. I was about to snap again before I looked into his eyes and saw how caring he seemed. And just then i fell for it. Great Moving my guard down slightly I went back to sitting in the booth. I saw the boy smile at me and hoped he didnt get the wrong idea.

"Alright, just because I came back does not mean I will rant all my problems out to some random guy i dont even know.. " I was rambling i know it, he knew it, thats why he shut me up.

"Hey, calm down im not asking for a life story I just dont like seeing a girl upset". He held up his hands almost in a surrender motion to show how serious he was. I was thankful he didn't try to say something in a way of hitting on me or else id be out the door.

Okay I could do that just breathe Kyla. Remember she'd want you to be happy. After talking for awhile he told me his name was Ryan and he went to my school also that he saw the scene I made with Derek. He told me how much he admired me for it to which I blushed at. Stop it your letting yourself show. Without even realizing it I started to lift my guard up and become more awkward but slowly it was broken down all over again. And this may just be the 4 glasses of hot chocolate I had talking but he was the first guy besides Dustin Ive felt comfortable around in a awhile. Speaking of Dustin I had 10 miss calls from him. Shoot he must be worried sick.