My Brother Can't Take His Eyes Off Me

Akward!!!

Ummm I really hope some one tells me this story is really good because its kind of my first so pliz comment and vote plizzz!!!!

THIS IS NOT INCEST MAYBE YOU SHOULD READ A FEW CHAPTERS BEFORE YOU JUDGE! AND IF YOU HAVE MEAN COMMENTS PLIZ KEEP THEM TO YOURSELF.

Chapter one.
'Sweetheart will you both come down for dinner' my mum said.I shut my laptop closed and headed downstairs. I still had a school project to hand in. There she was ruby red hair,green emerald eyes, average looking.5'9 .what that wasn't so short was it.I sat at the dinning table inhaling the food .smells good. ' where is Ryder?' She asked
I rolled my eyes
This happened every other day
I came early for dinner and then I had to go back and get Ryder. Was he deaf or something? No
It's just him being a prick.
'His room?'I replied but it came out more of a question than an answer.
My mom rolled her eyes.
'Please get him for me we can't start without him'.she said removing her apron and bringing the black forest cake to the table. I bit back a groan.did I mention I was starving?

I stomped back upstairs .l banged his door furiously.I didn't hear a'come in' so twisted the door knob and pushed the door open.rmempty room.'ugh!!. Come on Ryder can we play hide and seek like later am dying of starvation here' I grumbled. I could hear,'level up'by  ciara in the bathroom but I couldn't hear any water spatter. He thinks he can just stay in the bathroom and prolong my agony.this girl needed her food. I pushed the bathroom door open and gasped.'what the hell is wrong with you.Ever heard of privacy?' He lashed out harshly.instead of being a normal human and slamming the door shut in embarrassment ,I stared his six pack on display, his huge d***,ooh all muscle.my mouth opened a fraction meeting his fiery blue gaze.l swallowed staring at the trail of room trickling down his chest to his-'get the fuck out of here'he growled and hit water straight to my face. I shut the door. Asshole. Did I mention he was naked? Stupid me of course you already figured that out .

My face was heating up and my heart was beating like trip hammer.
I just so him naked! Jeez somebody kill me now.your asking why it's probably abig deal. The big deal is I felt attracted to him. You see Ryder was adopted when I was five,do his technically not my real brother but you know since we have been living together for year my mum treating him like her own son so maybe we were supposed to be like siblings.

God why do things have to be this complicated!! ?

Instead of feeling ashamed I wanted to go back in there and run my hands up and down his soapy chest.go down on my knees and-
Shit. I needed to stop this. It was wrong having dirty thoughts about my brother. The bathroom door creaked open.I turned around facing away from him.my heart beating. My face crimson.'why don't you go down I will dress up and join you in a few.'he murmed. I nodded and bolted downstairs. Whew!!! That was awkard.when I came downstairs mum was missing. I looked around there was a note next to the cake

Sorry baby am staying with your dad for a week. He's getting worse and needs me.I got called and i had to leave urgently. Ryder will take care of you.love you both.

I sat down and picked a fork digging into the cake.I was trying not to cry.After he had abandoned them my mum still had the descency to care. Still couldn't stop loving him.couldn't leave him alone. This happened all the time. My Dad gets into trouble my mum saves him and he shuts her out when it's over. She just couldn't learn could she? Every time she hoped that he would let her in, he pushes her away.It only becomes worse because she comes back more heartbroken ,more lifeless ,more torn than she went to him. Could she never understand that no matter what she did my dad would never change. She was bound to keep getting hurt and this didn't make it any easier for us. It just made it painful and complicated!

'Desert first?' Ryder said  a mocking smile on his face. I didn't look up not wanting him to see tears in my eyes. His smile dropped when he looked at my face.'Hey what's wrong? ' he asked sitting down next to me. I held out the chit to him and blinked back tears standing up. 'Where are you going? He asked. I shrugged.' I don't feel hungry anymore'. I opened my bedroom door and made way to my bed burrowing myself under the covers trying hard not to cry .wishing myself to sleep.