Afraid of loss.
Afraid of losing that special feeling.
It felt warm and comfortable. You had plans, got closer to achieving them, but then you woke up and felt like it's gone.
Not completely, but it does not feel the same.
You want that feeling back because it made you happy, it made you realize what falling in love means.
It felt so real but it obviously wasn't.
You were not falling in love, you did not have the feelings that you thought you had.
It was just a phase.
Or was it?
You are afraid that you think too fast, maybe it's not gone forever, it could come back, right?
But if it doesn't what are you planning to do?
Maybe you lost interest because of the fact that it will never happen.
But you are still afraid that you lost interest in that one person that made and still makes you happy, but not in the same way.
You feel like betraying this person.
You are afraid of hurting this person.
You are afraid that you lied to yourself.
