BLIND by DARKNESS but SAVE by LOVE

the fight

I thought this song  was right for it even tho he didn't went to another person

It's been two years since I save raph and got free from shredder.I was in the dojo meditating when I heard arguing so I got up and went in the living room to only see raph and Leo fighting I stepped in

"Hey hey hey what's going on here"

But they only continue to make noise and argue so I pressure pointed them until they landed on their knees and went quiet then I asked

"Now can you please tell me what is going on between the two of you"

Leo" raph don't want to listen to me he just refused to"

"Raphael" I said with a stern look on my face

Raph" I have train more than him or anyone and I just want to sit and rest and he complains that's all he does is complain when I want to rest"

"Raph please go to your room I am coming to talk to you in a minute"

Raph got up and he stormed off to his room knowing that he would be mad I gave him a couple of minutes before I went I continue to talk to Leo and actually found out what was going on Leo only told me that raph is just being angry at the fact that master splinter pick me as the next master and leader of the group and not him.

So I went to the room to talk to raph.

Me: now raph

Raph: what! u came to lecture me Blades

Me: no i came to talk

Raph: well I don't want to see or talk to u

Me: y! Because I pick up for Leo and not for u!

Raph: yeah! I'm ur boyfriend u suppose to pick up for me !!

Me: just because ur my boyfriend doesn't mean I'll pick up for u wen ur wrong!!

Raph: you know what I'm done with u!!

He tried to get out of the room but i block him.

Me: well I'm not done talking to u

Raph: Vanessa move out may way

Me: And what are you gonna do about

Raph toke his hand and hit me done to the floor then he open the door and went out . I could not believe that Raphael hit me. I stayed there on the floor and cry, just then Donnie came in the room with leo.

Donnie: Blades what happened?!

I did not answer, move my hand from my face to reveal a hand mark on my face.

Leo: HE HIT U!!

I just shoke my head in response.

Me: I want to leave now

Donnie: but where would you go

Leo: yeah blade where will go

Me: to my home out of town

Leo: ok I'll drive you there

Me: no I'll take my bike bye

I got up and left, I grab my Helmut and went to the surface, hoped on my bike and left. As I left tears fall down my face. Drive to about fifteen miles away from the city. I was to my secret lake house I bought some years ago. I opened the door went in and ran to my room n fall on the bed and cry on till I fall sleep.

Raphael POV

I was so upset that I didn't even realize that I just did the worst thing ever. I went to the rooftop to cool off and five minutes later Donnie call me