i feel like life doesnt come as a benifit unless you have something in return i feel like it hard knowing that who i am is not how people want me to be. I wish i could go back homeand be with all my other friends but then again i could go back home and be scared to start talking to them again because what if they dont like the way i've been changed or the way people changed me and now thats how im used to acting. I dont want to be known as the one that changed because shes a follower i want to be known as the person i am for beening a leader.i also always want to be happy and feel loved but not everybody can get that because only the people that believe in that and alot of people are scared to believe because they dont want to lose friends or be called a nerd whenreally being loved is by being loved by friends and loving yourself for being a nerd.
