The Suicidal Boy

♤Aaron's pov♤

Hi I'm Aaron, the 14 year old suicidal boy at Central April Middle School, a school filled with the grades 6 to 8, I'm in the 8th grade on the 2nd floor.

My body is filled with scars and bruises because I was cutting and I kept hitting myself everywhere, all my friends try to stop me but it's no use

I have been losing tons of sleep, and for an 8th grader like me, it's bad because of all the homework I'm missing and I can never focus so I don't know what to do with my homework because I can't understand anything...

It's the weekend so it's a day off from school... I would spend my time sleeping but today.. I don't want to.. for the whole first term and half of second term I've been suffering from insomnia, it's where someone who isn't sleeping gets bags under their eyes, they're really tired and they can't focus or they fall asleep in class...

I've had those experiences before and they continue for all I know... that terrible memory.. has left me becoming depressed and suicidal but I don't show it, I've faked a smile for 7 years.. My birthday is on the 16th of December which makes me the youngest, obviously...

Well, being the youngest isn't that bad.. I guess..

~TimeSkip Monday~

Right now I'm headed to class with Olivia and Lucas, we have 1st period together then 2nd and 3rd with Braxton, Connor and Dylan

"Aaron? What do we have first period I forgot" giggled Olivia

"We have Science with Mr. Karls" I said to Olivia

"Thanks Aaron" Said Olivia

We were walking to first period and I heard a familiar voice

"Hey Loser!" The voice said

I turned around and faced the person

The person I saw standing there was my bully ever since I was little, Marron Kayze, also known as Kayze, he's the worst, hes been known for teasing me and making fun of me

"What is it Kayze..?" I Said

"Nothing I just wanted to tease you" He said

"Whatever" I said and walked to class

I was sitting at my desk when I unconsciously fell asleep and had a terrible dream

~Dream, Nobody's pov~

The 7 year old male was walking with his brother and mother when his little brother saw a coin on the road and went for it without looking for cara when the young male saw his brother on the road he told his mother and his mother went for his brother and the car almost hit them when his mother protected his brother and then it happened...

A car had hit them

The males eyes widened and he bursted into tears as he saw his mother with his brother lying there dead

The male cried and cried until the cops came to bring him somewhere and that was the last time the male ever saw his mother and brother alive

~Dream End, Aaron's pov~

I woke up breathing heavily and I was crying, the dream I saw kept repeating over and over again and it caused me to become suicidal, I never liked that dream ever since I saw it... it will forever haunt me and hurt me, seeing my mother, Vanessa and my little brother, Maxem

I wished they were still here with me.. living with my Father is tough.. he's tried raising me the best he could but never did...  I know he will loves me but he doesn't show it, he says I'm a mistake and was he was never grateful for having me.. but when we're alone.. He shows his affection and care towards me like nothing

And that's what I hate, when people change from around people to no people, they change from not showing their love and affection to showing love and affection...

~Aaron Cornyn~