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As I walk home from school I see a envelope with Jason written on it, placed on my porch. I pick it up and automatically recognize it jess hand writing. Before reading it I call her phone. it went straight to her voicemail. Weird, I Think to myself. And then call her phone

"Hey Jess, why are you writing me a letter. You know there are these cool new things that have been created there called cellphones. Its pretty cool, in fact I could teach you how to use it if YOU WOULD ANSWER THE PHONE!" I end the phone call laughing and pick up the letter.

"Alright let see hat Jess the mess has for us today" I pick up and open the letter and begin to read

This is your letter Jason,

   I have never had someone believe in me as much as you and I hope and pray that you know how much I love you. But I couldn't do it no more, I'm so sorry. There so much in my life that I regret, I regret never not having a better relationship with my parents , for not telling my dad and mom that I love them and for showing my little sister how much she truly meant to me. But Jason the one thing I don't regret is you, I don't regret telling you how I felt that night, I regret not kissing you back and I regret that fact that I know you think I took the easy way out and that I'm selfish.So Jason  I just hope you can forgive me because its the one thing I really want. And Jason I know you might think that maybe, just maybe there something you could have done. But there wasn't I did this because I wasn't ready and  I'm wasn't strong enough to stay in this world. I love you Jason Wilson. And I know if I hadn't done this that we could have been together, but it would have been a mess for you. You were not ready for me, because I would have wrecked you like I did everything else in this world. 

From your dear friend, your greatest admirer , and best friend( at least on my side that is) ,

Jessica Lawrence aka Jess the mess


Once I finish the letter I run to my phone and call jess again, this time its answered

" Jess... Jess.. Jessica.. please answer the phone"

all of the sudden I hear crying on the other line, when I hear Ms. Lawrence( Jessica's mom) voice

" She's gone, my baby is gone"

Next thing I know my phone drops and its lights out for me

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⏰ Last updated: Nov 29, 2018 ⏰

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