As I walk home from school I see a envelope with Jason written on it, placed on my porch. I pick it up and automatically recognize it jess hand writing. Before reading it I call her phone. it went straight to her voicemail. Weird, I Think to myself. And then call her phone
"Hey Jess, why are you writing me a letter. You know there are these cool new things that have been created there called cellphones. Its pretty cool, in fact I could teach you how to use it if YOU WOULD ANSWER THE PHONE!" I end the phone call laughing and pick up the letter.
"Alright let see hat Jess the mess has for us today" I pick up and open the letter and begin to read
This is your letter Jason,
I have never had someone believe in me as much as you and I hope and pray that you know how much I love you. But I couldn't do it no more, I'm so sorry. There so much in my life that I regret, I regret never not having a better relationship with my parents , for not telling my dad and mom that I love them and for showing my little sister how much she truly meant to me. But Jason the one thing I don't regret is you, I don't regret telling you how I felt that night, I regret not kissing you back and I regret that fact that I know you think I took the easy way out and that I'm selfish.So Jason I just hope you can forgive me because its the one thing I really want. And Jason I know you might think that maybe, just maybe there something you could have done. But there wasn't I did this because I wasn't ready and I'm wasn't strong enough to stay in this world. I love you Jason Wilson. And I know if I hadn't done this that we could have been together, but it would have been a mess for you. You were not ready for me, because I would have wrecked you like I did everything else in this world.
From your dear friend, your greatest admirer , and best friend( at least on my side that is) ,
Jessica Lawrence aka Jess the mess
Once I finish the letter I run to my phone and call jess again, this time its answered
" Jess... Jess.. Jessica.. please answer the phone"
all of the sudden I hear crying on the other line, when I hear Ms. Lawrence( Jessica's mom) voice
" She's gone, my baby is gone"
Next thing I know my phone drops and its lights out for me
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What Could Have Been
Teen Fiction17 year old Jason wilson comes home one day to a letter from his best friend that changes his life forever. What he thought was the end of him seeing the end of his best friend Jessica was actually he begining. Although deads Jessica is dead to pas...
