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I looked over at him

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I looked over at him. He was staring at me. I didn't know what to do. He smirked at me and bit his lip. My mind went batshit crazy when he did that. I felt like I was going to sweat. I looked around for somewhere to escape and I started walking down the hallway. I reached the boys bathroom and went in. After going in I went to the sink and put my hands on the marble counter taking deep breaths. I sighed with my eyes closed then I opened them. I ran my hands under cold water so that I could try to cool down. I dried off my hands then turned around to leave the bathroom but he was standing there. In the doorway. He walked over to me and our faces were inches away. I could feel his hot breath fanning against my lips. He leaned his face closer to mine only the tiniest gap keeping us apart. I was shaking beneath him. His hand travled to my face to keep it still. He was leaning in even more. The gap between us closing fast. 

"JUNGKOOK! WAKE UP!" Jimin screamed.

"Jimin...why couldn't you let me sleep for like a minute longer!? My dream was at the best fucking part." I groaned.

"Sorry, Yoongi is waiting outside. Hurry up andd get dressed." He said ruffling his hair. He left the room to go wait outside with Yoongi in the car. I sighed pulling on a white tee with black ripped jeans and my timberlands. I brushed out my hair and put on the tiniest amount of cologne on me. I grabbed my bag and put it over my shouler then I put my phone in my back pocket along with my headphones. I rushed down the stairs as Yoongi beeped twice. I ran out the door and got in the back.

"Jeez. Rushing me much?" I complained. Yoongi just laughed as he drove off. I plugged my headphones in my phone and started up my playlist. Looking at life came on and Yoongi pulled up to the school. I got out of the car before them so they could have their morning makeout session. I walked into the school going straight to my locker. Then I heard his laugh. I looked over in the direction of where I heard the laugh from and there he was. Skin like honey and his smile like the sun. Kim Taehyung was a living work of art. He was messing around with Namjoon and Hobi as he laughed. His laugh was music to my ears. He looked over at me while he was smiling and I quickly looked away. I grabbed everything I needed from my locker and closed it rushing away before he decided to walk up to me. He did that before to a girl. Maybe he wont do it since i'm a guy. Yeah, I get made fun of for being bisexual so he wont do that and really my only friends are Jimin and Yoongi. Everyone else is fake. I got used to it. I've had people in and out of my life plenty times. I never really noticed that people dont like bisexual or gay people. I dont get why but it doesnt bother me much. I was zoning out as I listened to music and sat at my desk waiting for the teacher to come.

"Hey." Someone said from behind me but i didnt hear them.

"Hey, Jungkook." I heard them this time. I took out my headphones and looked behind me.

"Yeah?" I said. It was Hobi. Hes talking to me? Why is such a popular guy talking to me? 

"Do you um...have a pencil?" Oh. Yeah of course. Hes talking to me because he wanted something from me. Used to that too.

"Yeah..." I said with a hint of a sad tone in my voice. I didn't know why. I grabbed one of my mechanical pencils. I passed it back to him and he smiled taking it. I sighed. The teacher now walked in and O took out one earbud so I coud hear what she had to say. She just told us to draw or do something because she didn't have a lesson for today. I put my other earbud back in as people turned to talk to their friends. Me? I had no one to talk to. So...I decided to draw. I drew him. I wasn't paying attention and after I finished drawing him Namjoon snatched my drawing. I took out my headphones and looked up at him.

"Everyone look! Jungkook drew Taehyung! Jungkook likes Taehyung!" Namjoon said proudly. Everyone started laughing. I felt a cold sweat coming through.

"I-It's not taehyung..." I tried to lie.

"Really who is it then?" Namjoon laughed. I felt sick. Taehyung just stared at me. I ran out of the room going to the nearest bathroom. I put my hands on the marble counter. I did this in my dream but I knew Taehyung wasn't going to walk in here. I knew it. So I took a deep breath and stared at myself in the mirror. I stared at myself and thought about what i could do. What i could do to become different. What i could do to fit in.

What I could do to finally be accepted by people.

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