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I sighed. After skipping my first two classes and just hanging out in the bathroom it was finally time to go to lunch. I sighed not wanting to leave the bathroom until the end of the day. I walked out of the bathroom and started walking to where I meet Jimin and Yoongi every day so we could eat lunch together. I sighed as I made my way to the cafeteria. I turned the corner and there they were. Namjoon, Hobi Taehyung, and Jin. Fuck. I'm screwed now. Namjoon looked dead at me and I was about to turn around and bolt.
"Look its Jungkook." Hobi said with a slight smile.
"The gay boy." Namjoon snickered.
"So, You have a crush on Taehyung I hear," Jin said. My body heated up.
"N-No." I said. I was lying through my teeth.
"That's not what your little drawing said." Namjoon laughed.
"I told you. It wasn't Taehyung!" I said looking at the floor. I felt his eyes on me. He wasn't saying or doing anything. He just let them bully me. Why did he just let them bully me? Because he bullies me too. I still fucking love him so much though.
"I'm not gay." He said crossing his arms. I looked up from the floor and looked at him.
"W-What?" I said.
"Awe, Cat got your tongue Jungkook?" Namjoon asked.
"I said. I'm. Not. Gay." Taehyung said in a little bit of a louder voice.
"I-I dont have a crush on you..." I said to him. Fuck he hates me. I need to move on.
"I don't believe you." He said rolling his eyes.
"You act like I dont see you staring at me in the halls, or draw pictures of me, or smiling when I'm not even looking at you. I see it all. I'm not stupid and I'm not gay. So drop your fucking feelings for me. Drop them so people stop fucking talking about me. I dont give a fuck if they talk about you, but now they are talking about me. So stop fucking liking me." He said getting closer with every word. After he told me to stop liking him, He pushed me. I stumbled back a bit and my heart broke at every single word he told me.
"I. Never. Fucking. Liked. You! It's all rumors! I hate all of you! You guys are stupid enough to think I like you guys but I dont! You bully me for no reason! Why the hell would I ever like you!?" I screamed at them. People heard us and started coming into the hallway. Taehyung raised his brow at me.
"I never did anything to you guys and you treat me like shit! You just bully me for your own fun and its fucked up! You don't know how many times I go home a day and end up crying my fucking eyes out! Because of you guys! You guys started all of the problems in my life! You guys caused other people to start bullying me too! I fucking hate all of you guys and I never will like you!" I screamed as loud as I could. I was crying. I looked Taehyung in his eyes. They looked soft.
"Even if I did like you...I would force myself not to." I pushed through them and ran out of the school doors. I wiped my tears and ran as far away from the school as possible. I ran home and went inside going into my room slamming and locking the door crying my eyes out. I can't believe I just said all of that. Fuck. I fucked up. I fuck everything up. He hates me. He always did. I need a distraction. His name is like a song on repeat in my head. Fuck.
