I'm a mess. I have so many self depreciating thoughts running through my head now. I'm so messed up. Broken. I don't want to say why. I don't want the whole internet to know. I hate myself. Every bad thing that happens, I blame myself. It's all my fault.
You have no clue how much I want to tell everyone, come clean as to why I'm as depressed as I am. I want to go to a psychiatric hospital, where I can have some time to cope with no stress on me. But I don't know if I can. It's like one second I'm perfectly confident, the next my self-image is trash. I don't know what to do.....
