and i fell // M.Y.G & J.H.S

part 6

*hoseok pov*

brrr brrr brrr

I heard my phone notification go off, I groaned in annoyance, I looked over at the digital clock on my nightstand

3:00 am it read

who tf could be awake in this time, I lazily took my phone and read the message it was from my coach

"where are u? we agreed on meeting up at 3 am for the final practice before the match,hoseok take your role seriously your the team captain don't make me regret choosing you"

it read, oh shit.

I quickly stood up and did my morning routine I didn't bother eating breakfast, I took my backpack and rushed to my car, damn Christmas is really coming by so fast its so damn cold fuck.

normally I would be stuck in traffic but since its 3 am there's almost nobody in the streets

after a few minutes I arrived, I rushed out of my car and ran to the school gym

I locked eyes with the couch and he looked at me with the most disapproving look

then I realized how bad my situation is, I might get kicked out of the team..

"where were u?" the coach asked in a stern voice

"sorry coach I overslept, i promise i won't do it ever again"

"sure as hell u won't cuz next time I see you slacking you'll get kicked off the team"

i nodd 

"listen hoseok I'm like your second dad and I want what's best for you. just know that I'm putting so much pressure on you not because I want you to suffer its just because your important to the team and the whole school is counting on you," he said 

"I understand couch I'm sorry"

"its fine i forgive you this time since it's your first time," he said a smile crept into his face

i smiled back then went over to the other members and we started doing laps

*yoongi's pov*

i woke up with the biggest smile on my face, i feel like something good will happen today, i did my morning routine and ate breakfast then went over to the bus stop

the bus arrived and i entered, there weren't a lot of people it was just me and 3 other students from the same grade as me, i looked down and avoided any eye contact and went over to the back of the bus. i sat and looked out the window

i was minding my own business till someone said "hey yoongi excited to see hoseok later today?" "yea he's excited to see the man that will never like him back" the other said and they laughed

"what do you mean?" i said dumbfounded 

"oh you know what i mean, yoongi get this through your brain, hoseok doesn't like you he's not gay in fact he hates you" the boy said and smirked

i felt my heartache

"w-what he doesn't hate me" I said holding back my tears

"oh really that's what he told to us"

"that's not true"

"in fact it is, so stay away from him, honestly yoongi nobody loves you, you're such a loser Idk how you ended up going to our school like your just a waste of air go somewhere else"

I couldn't help but let out a few tears, I don't care about what they say about me but the thought of hoseok hating me I couldn't bare, did he fake everything yesterday? was he pretending to be my friend? im sure hoseok would never do that..can he?

"aw look yoongi is crying. just accept it" one of them said and laughed

the bus stopped at our school and they went out first smirking on their way out

I gathered all my stuff and went out

I stepped out of the bus and inhaled the cold air. this is gonna be a long ass day

while I was walking to the entrance I can't help but let out some tears 

I quickly dried them off before anyone sees them.

i opened the door then saw some students already looking at me and muttering "he's such a loser omg"

i couldnt help it and ran to the janitor's closet and let my tears out..

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to be continued :)