Ello I'm Alyssa I'm 18 I'm Irish shy and oh Yea I'm emo shocker right?...well it is to most people anyways but I dont care I'm use to being judged because I'm emo but I just ignore it and continue on with my life or at least I was until last night......
(flashback)
I was roaming around my flat listening to music while singing and dancing to pass the time waiting for Cam to come back from hanging with the boys since they just got back from MagCon and wanted to get a drink "hearts on fire tonight feel my bones ignite feels like war war feels like war war" I sang while jumping around my flat like I was on a sugar rush which I was considering I had 3 monsters.
It was now midnight which meant I had been dancing for a good 3 hours and it also meant Cam had been gone all day so I decided to text him to make sure he was okay
Me:heyy babe you OK?xxxAlyssa
Cam:Heyy Alyssa its Matt I'm not going to lie he's completely drunk and we can find him
Me:What!!! Nash was suppose to keep an eye on him
Nash:I was I went to the bathroom real quickly then came back and he was gone....
Me:why the ......
Shawn:I dont think you wanna know
Me:boys tell me now
Cam(Matt):we think Cam went hone with someone
As soon as I read the text I felt tears sting my eyes but messaged them back
Me:W-What the Hell?!?!?!?
Nash:we'll be over in 5
I didn't bother messaging back all I did was burry my face in a pillow until the boys walked in and we began to talk about what was going on with Cam.
