ugh here we go im sorry for this my dudes
as you probably could tell I was just broken up with not that long ago,,, my 'friends' on the other hand saw the opportunity to try and push me into a relationship with someone i have no liking towards,,, they kept doing it through the week until i gave up and cried after school in my room. The next day my friend who didnt really do what the others did saw me sitting alone at a lunch table, as i expected the others that were shipping me with that person tried sitting with me and i just got really annoyed, i just kinda wanted to be alone and away from all of it because of how much i was hurt, still missing the person i loved. at first it was okay not as bad as them fangirling so much when i talked to the person. My friend uh lets call her mm Ali was just trying to stop them from doing all of it. they then stopped but i just felt bad knowing they meant no harm uggghhh
