The light hit the girls eyes, causing her to squint. Her skinny frame slowly made it's way into the kitchen, where she made a sandwich for herself.
She sat on her couch, writing out a letter to Jin.
Dear Jin,
I love you. I fucking love you too much, and I can't stand to hurt you further. I'm sorry, I'm a burden to you, and I hate myself for it.
I can't stand myself anymore, so if you want to find me, I'll be at the bottom of the lake on the bridge where you told me to call you Jin.
-Aurelia Kang
She knew Jin would see it, and he would be glad she was gone. All she'd be is a burden to him anyway. She left it on the coffee table, and put her diary there with it.
"I knew you'd crack and do it early, you had no willpower in the first place. Wh6 didn't you just kill yourself two years ago, when you were on that bridge?" She said out loud to herself. "You're such an idiot to fall for someone."
She stood up, and went out of her apartment. The walk was long and torturous, her legs and lungs burning by the time she got there. She stood on the edge, and before she jumped, she said out loud, the words she'd promised she'd never utter.
"I love you too much, Kim Seokjin. But you'll never love me back"
She put her foot forward.
{A/N}
I'm an asshole.
YOU ARE READING
Remember||K.S.J.
FanfictionThe diary of a girl who plans her suicide to be slowly carried out over the course of a year. I do not own BTS or Our lovely Jin, amd I do not wish to have any comments claiming him or other members as they are their own, not ours.
