It Hurts!

chapter 6

Last Part

Nagpaulan kami  ni Rachel, gabing yun..

Hindi naman ganun kalakas ang ulan sabi ni kim sakin.

ang sarap magpa-ulan, dagdag pa niya

Hinila ko si kim,, at tumakbo kami.

Kim POV

Sa mga oras na yun gusto kong mag selos  kaya lang wala naman akong karapatan, dahil wala
Naman kaming relasyon.

Sabi nga nila TRUTH HURTS most of the time…

Bigla akong nagulat ng sigawan at hilain ni Rachel.

Kim! tabi my Van

Ah,, my Van ba?

Hinila nya ko at sinabihan ng ok ka lang ba?? kanina ka pa wala Sa sarili mo.

 ’alam kong  masakit tanggapin ang katotohan,  pero mas masakit mag tanga-tangahan’

Ayun pagkatapos sakin sabihin ni Rachel ang mga salitang yun,,  natauhan ako..

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Hinatid nya na ko sa bahay namin.

Pagkahatid ni Rachel sakin umuwi na din sya..

Dumiretso na ko sa kwarto ko at humiga..

Hindi na ko kumain  dahil wala akong gana …

Nakahiga na ko.. hindi ako makatulog

Kakaisaip sa mga nangyari,, at ang msakit pa nalaman ko na schoolmate pala naming yung girlfriend nya at kakilala ko pa..

Np: Till my Heartache Ends

I recall when you said that you would never leave me

You told me more, so much more like when the time you whispered in my ear

There was heaven in my heart

I remember when you said that you'd be here forever

Then you left without even saying that you're leaving

I was hurt and it really won't be easy to forget yesterday

And I pray that you would stay

But then you're gone and, oh, so far away

I was afraid this time would come

I wasn't prepared to face this kind of hurtin' from within

I have learned to live my life beside you

Maybe I'll just dream of you tonight

And if into my dream you'll come and touch me once again

I'll just keep on dreaming till my heartaches end

And then you left without even saying that you're leaving

I was hurt and it really won't be easy to forget yesterday

And I pray that you would stay

But then you're gone and, oh, so far away

Keep on dreaming till my heartaches end...

Bigla nalng tumulo yung luha ko, nakakarelate ako sa song na to…

Its already  4:00

Nag ready na ko papuntang school…

Wla akong tulog, magdamag kong inisip ang mga nangyari at magdamag din akong umiiyak..

Papunta na ko sa school..

Nakasalubong ko yung girl…..

Nakakainis nga ang aga-aga  nakita ko yung gf ni Kevin…

at araw-araw ko pa syang

nakikita,,  at everytime na nakikita ko sya  naaalala ko si Kevin..

pero kahit  iwasan ko sya ndi pa rin ganun kadali ang lumimot..

sabi nga ni Bob-Ong

hindi lahat ng pag-iwas ay pagsisimula ng paglimot,, may mga bagay lang na dapat lang pagsanayan muna bago tuluyang iwanan..

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Ganun pala ksakit magmahal ng palihim, halos 4 years ko syang minahal,, ngayon ko lang naranasan masaktan ng sobra.

Np : I Gotta go my own way

 Vanessa-

Troy, listen.

I gotta say what's on my mind

Something about us

Doesn't seem right these days

Life keeps getting in the way

Whenever we try

Somehow the plan

Is always rearranged

It's so hard to say

But I've got to do what's best for me

You'll be okay

[Chorus]

I've got to move on and be who I am

I just don't belong here

I hope you understand

We might find a place in this world someday

But at least for now

I gotta go my own way

Don't wanna leave it all behind

But I get my hopes up

And I watch them fall every time

Another color turns to gray

And it's just to hard

To watch it all

Slowly fade away

I'm leaving today

'Cause I gotta do what's best for me

You'll be okay

[Chorus]

I've got to move on and be who I am

I just don't belong here

I hope you understand

We might find a place in this world someday

But at least for now

I gotta go my own way

I gotta go my own way

I gotta go my own way

I gotta go-my own way

At ngayon I’m trying my best  to forget about him.

Alam ko hindi ganun kadaling lumimot..

This is the end of the story of my life ..

Kahit na masakit kailangang tanggapin.

The End..