it was like three inna morning and i woke up screaming in pain felt a warm liquid comming out i turned to get out of bed i lifted my dress up and it was blood comping out of me august seen me he ran over to me i got up out my bed but was pinna fall august caught me before i dropped me screamed for the nurses they came rushing in august put me on the bed it was spot much going on i was going in and out my vision was blurry the doctor put my legs up ad said
"its time you need to push right now"
i pushed and screamed until i seen the baby i didn't hear no crying or nothing the doctor rushed the baby somewhere i just broke down i was in pain my heart was even more broke den it was before i was jut crying august was holding me crying to i haven't seen him cry in months he was in my ear saying sorry and telling me everything was gonna be ok i was balling like his whole shirt was just wet my heart was racing i just wanted to see my baby i hope nothings wrong
a hour later the doctor came in with a big smile she said the baby is ok and its a boy i said
"can i see him"
she brung him in and he was just sucking his thumb looking like me and august he was so cute i couldn't help but cry the doctor explained to me that he coulda died and why it made me sad that we almost lost our baby from now on imma be on bed rest and so is the baby i look over at august and he looked so nervous i tell him to come here he comes i grab his hand and rub it to calm him down no doubt I'm still mad at the situation we in but he's still here and rn its about our son.....he gives me a smile and started to speak
"bae im so sorry i-"
i cut him off and said
"that can wait its all about our new born son rn"
i handed him our son and he sat on the side of my bed and held him he was speaking to him it was cute the baby was smilin he was sleep but it was so cute like awww august kissed his forehead i smiled I'm happy my family is so beautiful i took a picture and a video of august and our son and posted it on instagram tagging august i said (my beautiful family only the beginning lol) i started to get hella hearts i blocked the baby face ofc my son is so fine i just pinna want him all inna media nd shit
