[alone]-motzu

five

Tzuyu sat at the edge of her bed. Getting screamed at by her foster mom who had already told her not to sneak out. Tzuyu sighed as she left. She didn't feel anything. Well she did feel something. Sadness. It's starting to kick in again. The depression. She breathed in and out just like how she always did when she started feeling depressed. The pain was flowing in and she could feel it go into through her body. She couldn't help it. She couldn't do anything but just lay in bed. She started feeling more sorrow as she thinks of her parents. She starts to cry. She kept thinking come on Tzuyu be happy.

She got up and as much as she tried she finally got out of her bed. She went over to talk to Jisung. "Have my pills I can't find them!" She says in an overly loud voice and she rubs her hair trying to keep calm. He scoffs

"Now you talk to me?" Jisung who was now sitting in his desk and writing and studying

"It's serious." She says in a lower voice

"Here." He hands her what she wanted and she runs to her room which was not far.

She goes to her desk. She swallows the pill with nothing to drink. She has already swallowed so many she's use to it.

After that she gets her phone and tries to think of anything else but her depression but it's not working. In face by social media she's getting worse.

She calls Momo. She's the only one who could help her.

"Hey Tzuyu what's up?"

Tzuyu speeches just breathes out

"Are you okay Tzuyu? Tzuyu?"

Tzuyu gets out of shock
"Yeah uh can we talk?" Tzuyu sets her phone down and puts Momo on speaker

"About?"

She hears her voice and smiles.

"I have to be honest with you." Tzuyu let's out a big sigh

"Okay?" Momo laughs which makes Tzuyu smile even wider

"I never told you this but If you didn't know I have depression so if I'm not in school some days or if I'm a bit off one day it's because of my depression." Tzuyu speaks loud and clearly into the speaker

Momo takes a bit to think. "Oh." Was all she said

"Thanks for telling me." She says

Tzuyu smiles proudly and was about to say goodbye to Momo until Momo says something

"Wait-"
"Yeah?"
"Never mind." Momo hangs up. Tzuyu in shock just rest her phone on her bed.

She pulls back and sighs.

She feels the numbness go through her body as she fully lays in bed. Thinking of all the possibilities if her parents were still here. Think of how she wouldn't have been so fucking sad. Think of who she would meet and the people in her life. All because of two people. Her mom and dad.

She rubs her right eye and feels a tear form as soon as she lets go of her hand just collapses into a depressed state of mind.

"I just need loving." She cries out and flips over to the other side where her tears rest on. She fires out for anything. All she ever wanted was love.

:meanwhile Momo:
Momo overthinks it all. She should have told Tzuyu. She should have said that she had feelings for her. She thought it wasn't the right time and mindset. She could of just said I love you. She shakes her head and heads over to jeongyeon place. He lives right next to her anyways. He opens the door with a big smile

"And Tzuyu?" Jeongyeon jokes

Momo fake smiles

"Yeah we need to talk." Momo says

"Uh come in?" He starts to head in but Momo hums a what

"It's fine here I won't be long."

"Okay."

"So you like Tzuyu right?" Momo ask him

He nods shyly
"Yeah and?"

She rolls her eyes

"Well I like her too." Momo blushes and starts to walk away

Jeongyeon in a shocked face screams out

"That's-that's- wait-!"

Momo proudly runs to her house and laughs a little there proud of what has been holding her down.

•sorry short ch.
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But if you were wondering who the girls where. It was Blackpink. Jennie,Lisa and Jisoo has beef with them last year. Rosè use to be in the gang but soon left after they almost got caught. Jennie dated Chaeyoung and Mina was not very happy with that. She also dated Jeongyeon and Momo. She was bi. She dumped them all and left their heart broken.