i hate you.
it feels like you're two different people.
i trusted you in a way i never thought i could and i allowed myself to become comfortable around you.
i wanted to be in your life forever. without you my life doesn't make sense.
you helped me out of a dark place, but you also left me in a darker place.
when i was with you i felt safe.
i don't understand how you can put on such a great act. I really thought you were better. that scares me.
i don't know where you're headed, but i know it wont be good.
i wanted to help you, love you, heal you.
you were all of my happiness.
how can you become someone else in a day?
how can you act like the victim?
i gave you everything i had.
i appreciated you more than anyone else in the world, and you took that with a grain of salt.
i miss the person i believed you had become.
goodnight, i love you.