Chapter 1
My name is Chloe Martin I am 16 years old.
I swear I hate this house and some people. I wish I was dead. I am so sick of what I go thru everyday!
I swear I wish I had a mother that does not show favoritism towards me and that she loved me but she don't. she act like I was adopted. she does not love me not even a little bit. I have a sister but she act like she only have one child but she don't.
I wish I had the sister that loved and cared about me but she don't she goes right along with 0pthe mother that act just like her
I wish my auntie was still alive to care and love and cherish me when she did when she was still alive. I wish I was a special child that every loved and cared about.
I have one person that really care and one and cherish me and that one person is my grandmother her name is Savannah Martin I love her so much each and everyday while she is still on this earth today.
I wish I had a heart like the sun all warm and hot but instead I have a cold frozen hole in my heart that people don't care about
I am the apple that gets old and rot each and everyday people take a bite out of everyday. I get smaller everyday until one day I die and I turn into a seed that people throw away and still don't care about.
and I still don't exist anymore even if I am already gone. somedays I want to commit suicide by cutting myself to death.
I think she does not want a fat dumb disaster in her life also ugly .i think she want a perfect little beautiful smart angle which is supposed too be my sister. Little do she know I am the perfect little angle and she is the devil.
Under Neath all of my thick dark and soft skin I am me and one day she will hide and seek that awesomeness about me. that I am the one she wanna love and care for and cherishes me . That I am the innocent one.
If only I could rule the world and make people bow down to me to feel how I feel every time I get heart broken and rejected
~The Hated Child part 2 chapter 2~
Today is a new day and it s pretty outside. I woke up this morning and my mother went to buy something to eat. when she got back I expected something for me but as usual she did not get me nothing.
She got my sister some of my favorite food and they sat in the same room and ate in my face. so then when they got done she as in my mother sat beside me and I moved.
Me and my sister got into a argument and so she was hungry again she went to the store and got some of my favorite cereal. she ate a bowl of them in my face and she told me to apologize to her.
So I took a gasp of air and I said no because I was not ficin to bow down to he like a servant that I am not .
so after that I went to a quiet spot and my mother wanted to talk to me so she called me into the living room and my sister said THERE IS NO ROOM IN HERE FOR YOU!
I whispered to myself I hate them so much and my mother started to laugh at that and that taught me to not pay attention to any stupid ness from ANYBODY at all.
That really made me not care about anything at all anymore that I wanted to move out of that house and go to stay with my grandmother she still would no care.
That day I wanted to commit suicide even more or to kill the people that I hate the most but I could not do that even if they still didn't like me and I was not gonna be nothing but trash that they ball up and dump me out .
I would still love them like I should nd care about them. It would hurt my heart and tear it into pieces if I did do that to them.
I still think about the times when I was little and they did care about me and I was the one she loved and cared about and wanted but I don't know what changed them to be the people that they are today and that the little things still do count and matter to me.
I really miss the old people that was on this earth. I wish I had the chance to meet my great grandparents but when I was born the was already gone. I know that if they still was here they would love me and care for me today if they knew me or would they?
