Diana's Pov
I woke up the next morning with a headake I had barely slept spending all night thinking about what had happened between me and Jesse and what I was going to say to him. I honestly couldn't wrap my head around the fact that he kissed me, and even less so the fact that I kissed him back. I don't have feelings for Jesse, I don't want to have feelings for Jesse I think to myself. I was brought out of my thoughts by the sound of a knock on the door. I stood to put on a hoodie and went to the door hoping and praying it wasn't Jesse. I was not ready for that conversation.
I open the door and my heart drops to my stomach.
- "morning," he said, me still standing at the door looking at him.
I'm not going to lie he was a gorgeous man, no Diana you don't have feelings for him" a thought passes my mind.
- "can I come in," Jesse says again,
Me now realizing that I had been standing at the door, agrees and lets him in.
- "Can we ta" - Jesse starts, but I interrupt
- " Listen, Jess", I say, "let's just forget about it okay, it was a mistake and should never happen"
- "But" he starts again, but I interrupt him again.
- "Jess I mean it lets just pretend it never happened, I think that's what's best for everyone."
- " Diana just listen" he tries again
- "Jess just stop I say now raising my voice, listen I'm not going to be another one of you one night stands or even worse another bimbo for you to cheat on."
I put my hand on my mouth not believing what I had just said. And Jesse's face said he couldn't believe it either. He looked so hurt.
- "Jess," I say in a whispering voice trying so hard to fight back the tears that were about to come.
He stood there just looking at me and then walked out of the room looking completely hurt. I went back to my room, threw my face into my pillow and just started to cry.
Jesse and I didn't talk much for the next couple of days, I felt so bad over what I had said to him but every time I went to talk he would shut me out. He spent most of his time not being with the rest of us actually. It's 3 days before we have to leave for Orlando and Paul had asked me if I could help him with some last minute prep for Jordi's Birthday. All I knew is that he was planning a big surprise for at Disney world since Just like me Jordi loved anything Disney related.
In the afternoon, Paul had arranged for Lucia and Marcus to take Jordi t play bowling and since I was not going to be there Jesse went with them as well. Paul and I went to talk in his and Jordi's suite.
-"So what last-minute prep did you need help with?" I ask Paul.
-"well, I wanted to show you her present and see if you approve and if you could help me give it to her?" Paul said.
-" Okay, so what is it?"
Paul then went into their room and came back with a little box in his hands. I immediately knew what it was.
-"Paul," I said getting really excited.
He sat down next to me and open the box, and inside was a beautiful diamond ring in the shape of a flower. It was absolutely gorgeous I knew Paul had a surprise for Jordi but I had never thought this would be it.
- "How am I going to help you give it to her?".
-" Well, the thing is that Jordi thinks we will just be the six of us celebrating her birthday, but the truth is that I have invited our families as well. And Maya and Perrie are coming to and I now that Jordi would love it if you guys sang something before I propose"
-" of course we would love to have you told Maya and Perrie yet"
-"Yes, don't be mad but I told them weeks ago"
- "What?" I said feeling a little insulted being her best friend and all. Why am I the last one to find out?
-"Well because you can't keep a secret to save your life" Paul answered
And as much as I wanted to argue, he had a point I am the biggest blabbermouth I now. Paul and I continued to talk he told me he wanted us to sing "Perfect" by Ed Sheeran which is one of Jordi's all-time favorites. As soon as we had finished talking I went to call Maya and Perrie and we started planning a little on how we were going to arrange the song and everything. Maya and Perrie were going to arrive 2 days before Jord's birthday so we could rehearse. Paul and Jordi's family were going to arrive on the day and surprise her.
3 Days Later
We check out of the resort in the morning and drove to the hangar where my Jet, was parked Jesse was still refusing to talk to me after our whole incident at the Party, I had really hurt him and was hoping he would let me talk to him soon. I hurt me so much that he didn't want to talk to me especially since I really wanted to apologize what I said and why I reacted that way. I am really hoping that when we get to Orlando his mood will have lifted a little and that we will be able to talk.
We are a the hangar and get into the plane while the crew which consisted of 2 flight attendants helped us get our luggage onto the Jet and then we took off. Jesse decided to sit as far away from me as possible. I sat with Nina and Luna, and the to couples sat together. The flight was only an hour long, I and Luna watched The Lion King and before the movie had ended we landed in Orlando Florida.
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When The Stars Aline- Jesse lingard
FanfictionDiana is world known singer and actress. She is now moving to manchester to open up a new office for her famillies company empire. Maybe she will meet someone that makes her heart skip a beat.