I always felt like i was incapable of loving, because i never thought anyone would love me back. I always feel so ugly and my friends always call me pretty but i don't believe them. School has never been my favorite place but i somehow managed to keep decent grades. I never really had a LOT of friends but i had quite the amount. People knew who i was, but sometimes i didn't know them. But one day, i made friends with this guy named Julio... He was a tan boy from Honduras and we had the same birth month. We clicked because we had a lot of things in common and he was cool and funny. We don't talk very much anymore but i don't know that he knows that he made a big impact on my life. He was in my biology class along with 2 of his other friends who also became my friends sooner or later. So one day we decided we'll make a groupchat on instagram and it was called "RG". It stood for "Rico Gang," some little dumb shit they made up a while back. Since i was dominant because i was the only female in the friend group they were always curious and they always had questions about something. But one day, they asked could they add one of their friends to our groupchat... and im chill as fuck so i didnt really care.
