Dad

Chapter 2

flashback 

valentines day

this day was special for me. because it was my last valentines day with my dad before he left us. 

plus im forever alone and i liked the attention... even though it was only my dad. 

i left school and started walking to the car. dad didnt step out of his car. which was really unusual.

i was already half way to the car before he even got out. 

"hey girlfriend." he said he looked like something was wrong or something was dieing inside the car. 

he pulls me into a hug as i ask him "whats wrong?"

he just shakes his head and says nothings wrong he was just excited for me to see something.

"otay!!" i say as i get in the car. 

"like it?" he asked me as he got into the car and at first i had no idea what he was talking about. then i turned around and saw a really big teddy bear, i wondered to myself how the heck he got it into his car. a bunch of daisys, because daisys i had always liked daisys more then roses. a big heart pillow, it was huge i mean really. i looked at him.... 

"well?" he asked with a nervous look on his face.

i was speechless. i didnt know what to say so i just stared at him.

"crap... you dont like..." he paused and then he started talking really fast "i dont know how i went wrong i got daisys and you love daisys right.?" he didnt even give me a chance to talk before he started talking again. " and  a teddy bear..." thats all he could say before i stopped him.

" dad.." i said as i put my hand on his shoulder. 

" yeah?"he asked nervously

" i love it" i said and i meant that. i did love it i loved everything about it the fact that it was at the school parking lot was great i didnt care i loved it. the fact that it was my dad. i just loved everything. i started to laugh a little at the fact the he was nervous that i wouldnt like it.

end of the flashback.

dear dad, 

i was just thinking about my last valetines day with you. you remember that? yeah it was funny. i was thinking about the fact that you thought i wouldnt like it. i never understood why you thought i wouldnt like it. i loved it. i still have that stuff...

anyway i love you and i miss you so much.i keep writing to you like you can see it or read it. 

love alwyas,

Pearl