lifes changes (smut)

chapter 4~ am i awake?

A|N~ hey guys my wattpad was being stupid and unpublished chapter 3 idk if i can put it back up buttt ill try. ENJOY!!

he looks at me and smiles as we're walking down the sidewalk. "where are we going?"

"some where familiar." he says smiling. "ugh ok...."

"ive missed you {Y-N}.....i honestly feel horrible...." he says while puting his head down.

"why?" i asked. "because.....ski told me everything...."

"what do you mean" i frowned. "she didnt tell you did she..?"

"she doesnt tell me a lot of shit so i probably wouldnt know..." i said looking at my fingernails.

he grabed my hand and pulled me over to a near by bench and we both sat down"soo umm...ive liked you since 1st grade..i thought it was just a dumb crush untill you were the only person that caught my attention.....i never knew you liked me untill sky told me last year..."

'this is a dream it has to be......its too good to be true..HES LIKED ME SINCE 1st GRADE AND NEVER TOLD ME?!?!...
ive liked him since 3rd grade.....when we were partnered up for a art project....'

".....really?" my face slightly brightened. "yeah..at first i didnt believe her when she told me but she ugh....screen shoted some texts of you saying nice things about me and i started to believe her"

'wow ski....im mad at her but at the same time im not'

"heh..heh..yeah well umm we better get to where we gotta be" i blushed.

"dont worry look up ahead"

I see my house covered in lanterns and fairy lights with a red carpet trailing in the house.

"omg did you do this!" i say in shock.

"maybe i did maybe i didnt.." he chuckled.

we walked up the sidewalk untill we got to the house. he held my hand while i walked up the steps into the house slowly walking beside me smiling. theres fairy lights on the walls and candles on the glass dinner table.

"m'lady" he said as he pulls a chair out for me to sit on.

"thank you"i say smiling but still in shock.

i sit down and he pushes my chair in and walks to the other side to sit down.

theres garlic bread and chicken alfredo on each plate on the table.

"enjoy beautiful" he says while picking up a fork.

"you know me so well...i dont know how... but you do. i love chicken alfredo."(sorry if you dont like chicken alfredo)

"ski told me." he says while poking a piece of chicken with a fork.

"of course she did"i giggled.

time skip a couple of minutes.

we both finnished our food and its 11:06.
he gets up and goes to sit on the couch and i follow.

"{Y-N}....w-" he stoped talking and groaned in anger...."whats wrong?"

"sorry i just....wanna ask you something"

({C-N}'s MIND)
'i can do this. she likes me back right?
i hope she does.
what if she rejects me...
ok ok ok i got this.
ive been to confident for to long to give up now.'
Reality
"what is it {C-N}? you can talk to me."i say touching his hand.

".....ive been waiting too long to ask you this.....{Y-N} will you be....my girl for as long as we live?"

'is this happening.......did he just ask that....we barely know eachother...we have only talked less then 10 times.....'

i put one hand on my cheek and look at the floor.

".....oh my god....yes..." i say and stand up as a tear comes streaming down my face.

"{Y-N} are you crying?"

he stands up and hugs me tightly as i start sobbing onto his shoulder.
i pick up my head and wipe the tears off my face.

'thank god i wore water proof mascara'

"im sorry i didnt expect myself to get emotional...." i sniffle

"no no i dont mind." he says.

"thanks...." i say still sniffling."hey why do you think i asked for so much time" he glanced at the stairs.

"oh yeah why did you ask for so much time..?" i asked.

he picks me up and holds me bridal style and takes me up to my room as laughter filled the air.

"im gonna change...ok"

"thats fine ill wait outside..." he said looking at his feet.

'... i meaaann... you can stay if you want...were a thing now...remember?"

'im pretty insecure about my body but ya know if he leaves me for looks ill know what kind of person he is and ill be heart broken..'

"ok.." he walks towards the corner of the room and sits on a small stool. i changed into not so short, shorts and a tank top.

There were more lit candles on the dresser and on the window. He throws me onto the bed and hops on the side of me. while wraping his arms around me he started to nibble on my neck lightly.

"ive been wanting to do this for hours!" he bit his lip.

'wow i guess im not dreaming.......'