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Joel, Mafia au!

"You-you are-"

"Beautiful, genius, immensely-talented.."

"Dangerous Joel, dangerous"

I walked towards the pavement, not knowing what to do. All my life, I've been a 'good girl,' I mean I've never associated with anything that represented anything 'unfavorable'? Hell, I remember crying my eyes out when I first received detention.

Yet, here I am. 12:10 am, on the pavement, facing the man I love. The news of him belonging to one of the most dangerous and influential mafia groups in the country, "CNCO" has left me in a state where I don't know what life is anymore.

"Y/N, it's not going to change anything I promise, I will protect you. No matter how cheesy I sound right now, I will and I know that you will be my number one priority. It's not as bad as it sounds I swear!" Joel pleaded.

"BAD? TF JOEL! It's more than bad, IT'S TERRIBLE! And if I could find a better word to describe it, it's probably that!" You protested while wrapping your arms around yourself.

Joel looked at you with sorrowful eyes, he knew what you felt, he predicted this would happen as well. As much as he loved and wanted to keep you, he knew it wasn't fair. It wasn't fair that you had to live in fear of being known associated with CNCO. He watched you think while you fumbled within your thoughts, walked side to side through the pavement not knowing what to do. He watched this with disgust; he had NEVER wanted you to feel pain, anger let alone confusion to this extent. He loved you. All he wanted was the very best for you. As much as he was willing to make anything happen, when I say anything, I mean anything. He was scared, scared for your protection and wellbeing.

Joel walked towards you, "Y/N, I'm sorry. I'm sorry for making you go through all this. You know how much I love you, how much I want to be with you, how I imagine having kids with you. But I know the mafia is something that does not go well with you, hell I don't even want you near anything dangerous let alone the mafia. Y/N you should understand that the no matter how dangerous it is, the mafia has been a family sorta figure to me. I grew up with it, it's impossible to let it go even if I wanted to. Before I hurt you anymore-," before he could speak any further, Y/N grabbed his face with her tiny soft hands and kissed him. She wiped his tears and kissed each and every feature of his.

"I know what you're going to say, and I refuse. I refuse to leave you. "

"But-"

"No buts, there's always a little darkness in one's life, and this will be mine. I love you, Joel."

Joel barely could put his thoughts into words at this moment, but his intense stare did the talking. It is this moment, the intense feeling of the need to protect you emerged. He knew that him belonging to the mafia meant horrible things could happen to you too. He made a lifelong vow to himself to protect and provide you with everything and anything you need. After all, you are his princess.