I don't really know what I want.
I want you, so fucking badly. I don't want anybody else to have you, but yet I won't ask you to be mine.
-sighs-
I'm sorry that I'm such a fuck up, you really could do better than me.
It's been a week since I've had sex with anybody else, other than you.
but yet, I still flirt with others. I'm selfish and stupid.
i know I said I'd never do relationships. But something is telling me to go for it.
You're so sensitive and fragile and young and innocent.
It's just, I don't want to ruin you.
