Sometimes i would feel useless as a bestfriend. Sometimes i feel like forgotten by you and sometimes i'm jealous of your other friends.
I know im so "marupok" in all things and even though im telling myself that i dont care anymore im still going back to you because theres a part of me "oh di naman ko niya kailangan" "she opens up to others than me" "im always an option" "i hear infos from others instead from her" those kinds of thoughts makes me wanna give up.
I just wanna tell you that u can stand by me, u have me, i can be everything u want just to make u happy.
when the time comes that we will be parting ways and separated, i dont want it to happen.
I stayed, because i know its worth it.