"It was a heart, but it looked like an orphanage of so much love that it was born and was abandoned"
I don't know who wrote it, but it describes me so well now.
I was pretty good with my feelings, I was definitely happy because I had realized that I didn't need anyone to be fulfilled. Indeed I don't need, I know it and I will keep it in mind.
But what I don't know is what goes through my mind...
I swear I didn't want to like him, but now I keep waiting for his messages or calls. Why it happened again? I was so good!
He is sweet, but he doesn't understand what I want, what I am, how deep I am and how deep can my feelings go for him.
I am afraid!
I am so damn afraid!
I don't know if I go into that or if I run way.
The thing is: I'm so tired to feeling alone, I really wanna someone who give love in the same proportion and I won't accept less than it.
I will keep waiting, because I am an ocean and I want someone who immerse and don't just wet his feet.
