my name is katerina saroyia Williams. I am of Africa American decent. I go to Williamsburg high. I hate my life. I know I probably sound like some type of hormonal drama queen teen but it's true. I am fat and ugly. I can't do anything to change that. I just got to live with it.
your probably thinking I'm just have insecurity problems. but I weigh 300 pounds well thats what the doctor said last time I went to see him. mom's gonna send me to fat camp school. to lose this weight so people would stop teasing me. I rember being young and having dreams about being a model or a singer/ dancer. now look at me I can't even fit into regular jeans. I'm so fat that when I change into my wolf form I can't run. I'm pathetic I'll probably never find a mate. I never wanted this life but it choose me. and who am I to tell fate what to do. if I'm lucky I'll probably die of a heart attack . thus doing the world a favor.
if your wondering why I'm so damn depressed then I'll tell you.
( this afternoon)
I had just walked out my calculus class on my way to history when I looked up. my eyes hit the most gorgeous shade blue on earth. l looked on to see who it was. it was nathan garrets the schools quarter back and captain of the basketball team also member of another pack . I knew that he knew that I knew I was his mate, and he knew that I knew that he knew I was his mate. if that was confusing for you then let me just say we both knew. so like anyone who just met there mate I went up to him.
" get your fat ass away from me". he yelled
ouch that hurt I thought. his words hit me like five hundred people had taken turns slapping me repeatly.
" I just wanted to talk to you" ? I said
" what you think your my mate? oh please there is no way a fat ugly two tun gorilla like like you is my mate. your so ugly it's ridiculous. I mean you probably can't even run in your wolf form.your so disgusting why don't you go get lost or jump off a cliff." he said
I processed it all in I stood there taking it all and saying nothing back then he walked away. I made my way towards the school exit . and walked all the way home. I unlocked my door and stood infront of my mirrior.
"he's right" I said as a single tear fell down my plump cheek.
( flash back ended )
thats why I'm so damn depressed , I've decided to skip lunch and dinner. the last thing my fat ass needs is food. I don't think I'll ever comeout this room I'll just stay in here forever.
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EAT YOUR WORDS ( alpha mate)
Teen FictionI was always the ugly one, the fat worthless piece of shit, the one who would never find a mate. I knew I was ugly there was no denying it, in fact I cry every day thinking about all the pretty people in the world. and then there was me. but you kn...
