it's feels good to be back and in size 4 pants. i can't wait to go to so school today i thought as put on my new jordan 11s . i looked in the mirrior at my transformed boady. i looked sexy , i felt sexy, i am sexy, i did one last spin infront of my mirrior. this was the day i returned to the people that criticized me ridiculed me and dehumanized me. no more i tbought
" bye mom " i yelled as i left the house
i literally ran to school. I always found myself running for no reason. it just seeing as i wasn't able to do it in the past i enjoy it now. when I finally got to my old stomping grounds i was so nervous. I'm about to step foot in a building i used to dread having to enter . I took a deep breath went up the stairs and entered the school building. I recognized some familiar faces like wendy mathers she used to tease me with food and call me " fat ass" and " fat fuck" i didn't think she recognized me . but who could blame her if I weren't me , I wouldn't know it was me either. a second later the smel lof mint and vanilla filt my nostrils. damn he's near, I turned around and there was nathan talking to the school slut, Stephanie then he cocked his nose up as if he had caught whiff of something "oh no" I mumbled rembering it was probably me he was smelling . I began to walk faster to try and get away from him by the time I stopped speed walking he was out of my sights . I ran my head threw my two toned bob. sooner or later I'll have to face him but I'd rather face him later then sooner.
I dug down into my pocket and pulled out my new locker number. it was locker number 177 . I walk to it and put in the combination. I looked at the locker next to mine locker 176 and the number seemed familiar like I knew who it belonged to. then a rush of mint and vanilla over took my nostrils. next to me was nathan garrets he looked at me confusingly then looked into my brown eye's with his blue eye's
" do i know you from some where" he said questioningly
oh you don't recognize me well hey allow me to intuduce myself im the girl who's heart u stomped on repeatedly while you poured gasoline on it then lit in in fire whilst having fall out boys light em up play in the background .
" no don't believe we've ever met" i said nervously
" so you new around here" he said trying to start a conversation
" actually i am i just moved here from idaho" i said
" so what's the name of your pack" he said
" nightriders" i said lying
" so now that where mates , when do you wanna hangout" he said
after he said that complete bitch mode took over me , oh so now im your mate , now that im a size 4 im your mate I wasn't your mate when I was 3xl I let out an amused chuckle and he looked at me confused
" listen you must be drunk or something I'm not your mate I mean I'm not even attarcted to you , how many steroids do you take a day?, besides what's your name" i asked
" nathan Garretts" he said a hint if sadness in his raspy voice
" well Nathan i am not your mate and neither do i want to be so why don't you do the world a favor and take a long walk off a short cliff" i said coldly he looked off and walked away I smiled to myself happy at what I'd done. I wanted him to feel the months of emotional pain and agony i felt. for months I'd felt like a waste of air and space, i had felt like nothing this was the moment i had waited a year and half for , this is the moment i dropped 176 pounds for and i want to relish in it. I want him to feel his heart in his throat when he's near me I want him to beg for my forgiveness and every raw raging emotion that comes with being rejected by your one true love ,your one true soulmate, your one true wolf only then will i forgive him only then will i be with him
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EAT YOUR WORDS ( alpha mate)
Genç KurguI was always the ugly one, the fat worthless piece of shit, the one who would never find a mate. I knew I was ugly there was no denying it, in fact I cry every day thinking about all the pretty people in the world. and then there was me. but you kn...
