Unapologetic[Completed]

Kongpob

Kongpob watched the back of his boss as they walked. It had always been like this. Arthit in the front and Kongpob following.

Their position signifying their status as a boss and his subordinate.

And Kongpob thought, nothing could be truer than this , cause he would literally follow Arthit wherever he would lead them.

That is, if he could.

But he couldn't, not now, not ever.

He looked at his broad shoulders, such huge responsibility on such a young man. He felt proud and sad at the same time.

Proud, Because he was a reliable man.

And sad, because that quality alone, would forever keep them apart, if you neglect his own set of problems.

So he loved Arthit in his own way. Helping him in any way he can, removing all the thorns he could, staying steadfast by his side, and making his day to day life easier.

And experiencing mind numbing pain in the process too.

He also arranged his dates with his fiancée, help him pick out gifts for her, send her flowers on his behalf and above all watch them getting closer.

But it's okay, even if Arthit had feelings for him, Kongpob had no intention of pursuing that.

He'll just watch over them and wish their happiness, like a guardian angel.

That's the right way.

It had to be the right way.

Besides, what they had now, was special on its own way.

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Kongpob silently entered the room and just as carefully placed Arthit's coat on his sleeping boss.

He looked on fondly and smiled.

His ever so hard working boss.

If he could have it his way, he would pamper him so very much. He would cook for him, endure his tantrums, cuddle him, kiss him, listen to his complaints, and...and....

Just be there for him, whenever, wherever he wanted him.

He extended his hand to touch the sleeping Arthit. his hands had been itching to feel the smooth skin and his soft hair.

But then his eyes landed on Arthit's engagement ring and he withdrew quickly.

No.

It's not his place.

And never will be.

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He looked on painfully as the fiancée touched Arthit's hair and arranged it, then proceeded to caress his cheek.

Then when she leaned in as if to kiss him, Kongpob swiftly marched away.

He couldn't look at it. No matter what.

When will this torture end?

How much more agonizing moments must he experience, before getting free?

How much more breaking can his heart take?

Possibly not more than this.

But he had decided, he would stubbornly stay at Arthit's side as long as he could.

He'll take what he can.

As long as he could.

Because he knew, it wouldn't last long.

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Kongpob bitterly listened to the conversation as he drove the car.

Arthit's fiancée called him several times a day.

And if Kongpob could avoid it, he wouldn't listen to it. He just always ran away as far as he could.

But right now he wasn't that lucky.

He felt choking as he listened to their happy conversation.

How was your day?

What did you eat?

What did you do?

Whom did you meet?

When are you free?

Can I come over tonight?

With each answer, a dagger went through Kongpob's chest.

Maybe he should try acting next? Considering how he was able to keep a poker face despite  the turmoil inside.

Thinking, how he could never ask these things from Arthit.

So he just clenched his jaw shut, stopping himself from spouting any nonsense.

Besides, this Pain won't continue for long.

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Kongpob braced himself and went inside the room and stopped.

And just for few seconds, admired Arthit, his head bent on his file.

But then moved forward, he wasn't allowed a time more than that.

"P'Arthit", he said and placed an envelope on the table.

Arthit looked up and frowned,

"What is this?"

"My resignation"

Arthit became alarmed,

"what!! Why??"

"Am sick"

"Then take a sick leave!! Why resign!!"

"I can't"

"Why?"

" I just can't"

"Please....Kong", Arthit pleaded.

Kongpob sighed, better now than never,

"Am dying"

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Fufufufu, I left you guys hanging.

But hold on, next chapter will be the last.