Adopted Child (Aaron×Aphmau)

Part 4: Aaron's View

I would put the song up there but it is working so...im putting it nowhere.

the link is https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=hRql2eNYnJc tell me if you were able to access it I don't know why but for me I cant.

(Aaron's P.O.V.)

Aphmau went to go get the door. So I got up super fast and rubbed my tail, till it felt better. I don't think aph meant it, but the weight of her on top of me, in that position hurt my tail. Because I was on top of my tail, my tail can bare my weight and sometimes I would have to adjust while I'm sitting so I am not hurting myself. But the weight of both me and her really hurt.

I also fixed my pants because Aphmau loosened them. I saw that she left without her bra so I put it on top of the bed on her side. I hope whoever was at the door didn't realize she wasn't wearing a bra, or at least why she wasn't wearing. I really don't mind if anyone found out what we were doing together before they came over, but I know aph will get super flustered. 

Now that she wasn't so close I was able to relax and clear my mind. And also I wasn't worried anymore because she told me that she will always love me. Because of that, I was able to put away my ears and tail. I went to the mirror and my eyes were still red. So I put my bandana back on.

I'm going to listen to see who is at the door. I went towards the staircase but not directly in front of it in case she looked up and saw that I was there. I didn't need to anyway since If I focused I can hear them from our bedroom.

The first thing I heard was Aphmau talking to her mom. Aph was saying that she and I decided on keeping... the fact that I was a werewolf away from everyone. We never agreed on this, she wanted to keep it a secret I guess she just didn't want to be a girl Friend to a werewolf. Even if she likes me that doesn't mean she doesn't like that I'm a werewolf. But she didn't even come to talk to me about it with me I'm the one who has to keep it inside of me. But what really hurts me is that she lied she said no matter what I look like it doesn't reflect my personality. But it does cause knowing I have a tail and ears lurking on me. Defects how confident I am and the more confident I am the more confident I feel expressing who I really am not the Zane people see me as.

I popped my head out to see the expression Aphmau had. I wanted to know if she was regretting her decision or hoping I wouldn't find out.

While I poked my head out and her mom soar me. In a position of shock, she screamed out my name. I hope Aphmau didn't realize I was spying on her. I awkwardly said hi to her mom still upstairs. I think she noticed that I was trying to make sure Aph didn't notice.

Aph tried using a secret code to ask if my tail and ears were out. I'm guessing she couldn't see from down there if so. I told her in response that I put away everything even my eyes. If she was saying that just towards my ears and tail. Who knows what she will say towards my eyes. Or maybe she already said something towards them and I wasn't there to listen like right now.

She told me to come downstairs so I did. She asked me if it was ok for the girl in the living room to stay. I knew she already told her mom that she can stay. So I don't know why she was asking me when she already answered. 

When her mom went to her house to gets Renai's bags. I couldn't hold it in anymore I exploded in a burst of sadness and defeat. because I was defeated, defeated by me, defeated by her, defeated by the world, the science and logic in it, and the humans who made it.

I came up with an excuse to leave and go upstairs away from people. because even if I didn't have my red eyes before they definitely were out now. and also I don't believe I can keep my ears inside. so I said I was going to fix the guest bedroom for Renai. when I got upstairs as soon as I reached the top I let my tail out well I kind of couldn't keep them out for another second but I like to believe that I have 100% control over my ears and tails.

but I actually did clean and fix the guest bedroom just it didn't take long. I just cried my eyes out quietly when I was done. 

I didn't know what else to write I wanted to make this chapter but I didn't know how so this one was pretty short.

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