15 days. 15 days until I break down again. 15 days until my heart breaks yet again. 15 days until I have to face reality again. 15 days until a year has gone by without you.
I feel numb. I'm still denying it. I'm still trying to hide that it's killing me inside and tearing me apart. Everyday without fail I break down or come very close to breaking down because I miss you and I just cannot accept that you're gone.
Yes I watched your funeral service, yes I read your goodbye letter, yes I saw the news stories, but no, i won't accept this. I miss you so much Jonghyun.
It's been almost a year and I'm still not ok. I still miss you. I want you to come back. I can't help but think this is all just a bad dream that I need to wake up from.
Jonghyun...I know why you left and I understand why. But I just want you to know that you did so well. You are a legend, your music will never be forgotten, everything you did will be remembered forever, you will never be forgotten, you will be loved forever and Shawols, Kibum, Minho, Jinki snd Taemin will always be with you.
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“Life is a series of encounters and farewells. I believe we grow in the process. For now, it is very sad but we will meet again.We can hope for that day to come soon, and we will be able to greet each other with much bigger welcome." -Kim Jonghyun
