I lost myself the other day
Then was found again
Searching through the memories that once were
But are now tucked quietly in the back of my mind
The glass breaks and the walls cave in
Bullets fly like tiny bees around me
Filling the sky like crystal rain drops
The holes in the walls leak tears
Salty water pours in
My moment of realization hits like an atom bomb
My body
My vessel
My home
Tis like a bout
With the smallest holes
The tiniest flaws let the ocean in
And I sink
Gone down under
Down under the weight if my fears
My hopes and dreams dissolve into the nothingness that is the world around me
No more important than the smallest bug in the garden are my greatest dreams
Your words are like a bullet to the brain
An insect invading my mind
Leave me to bleed as I hang from the tallest tree
The furthest branch from the ground
And the words I'm meant to say rot behind my teeth
Causing cavities
Digging deeper like nails into me
Filling my lungs like the water from the sea
My body is only just another empty shell
Once I am dead my feelings and worries
Hopes
Dreams
Fears
Will all diminish
And the creatures of the sea will swim throughout
this empty vessel that tis my body
Meaning absolutely no disrespect
Just living within my insides without care
I will be forgotten
Like all others will too
Even my own family will cease to know I existed one day
And no one can see my body
When it's gone down under
Plagued with teeny creatures if the deep
They'll sing my song.
