I WISH..

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I wish you knew how much I love you
I wish you knew how much you mean to me
I wish things were done differently the first time
I wish I didn't hurt you the ways I do
I wish I could do something more to make things better
The only thing that is wrong with wishing is that if you are wishing it, it could have been done right the first time
I wish I could prove to you that you are special
I wish I could make you feel more special
I wish you would believe me when I tell you I am yours forever
I wish you would believe me when I tell you I love you
But I guess that's what I get for doing the things I do
I wish you could have been in my life long before I made mistakes
I wish I would have never gave into my peers
I wish I had stopped trying to be the cool guy
That's what I get for trying so hard to fit in
I wish I didn't make you cry
I wish I didn't make you sad
I wish I didn't make you mad
I wish I could make you as happy as you make me
But I deserve that for the things I've put you through
I wish you knew you are different then the last
I wish you knew everything is perfect
I wish you knew I'm not stuck in the past
I wish you knew everything will last
But all I was focused on was our future and not my past
I wish you knew that we are forever
I wish you knew I will always come home
I wish you knew I am loyal
I wish you knew that I'm ready to start a future
But I understand that is a hard thing to trust in
I wish you knew how happy you make me
I wish you knew how much of a better person you make me
I wish you knew that I am changed
I wish you knew everything I do is for you
But sometimes I guess I don't do a very good job of showing you
I wish you knew how much I think about you
I wish you knew about all the sleepless nights I have without you
I wish you knew how scared I am to be without you
But sometimes I guess I don't express that to you in the ways that I should

Above all I just wish you knew how much I love you
But I guess finding the right words to express such feels can be hard

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⏰ Last updated: Dec 05, 2018 ⏰

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